+love;
-A strong feeling or affection-
Simon's POV
I don't know what love is. How could I when I've never been loved myself?
JJ is so precious to me, and I don't want to hurt him, but I know I will, and I won't know how to stop myself.
JJ is all I've ever had, and he's hit me like a bullet. I don't know how to love someone back, the feelings I have for JJ have suddenly become very strong, and I don't know how to deal with them anymore, so I've just decided to give up. I know I'll only mess up anyway.
The times I've spent with JJ have been great, and I don't want to ruin those memories or our friendship more than I know I already will.
