Too much too young

4

We managed to push past the press who had met us at the airport and finally got in my car. We had been hounded from the moment we got off the plane, we ignored the questions that were being shouted at us.

It hadn't taken long for the videos of Donnie and johnnys fight to go viral. We had ignored our phones all day , our managers were being bombarded with calls asking for a comment . We told them to say we had no comment.

"It's good to be home" Johnny said as we drove up the drive of my house.

Roxy jumped on me as soon as the door opened, she jumped happily up my legs. Roxy seemed like the friendliest most loving dog in the world.  I never knew it was possible to love an animal as much as I loved roxy, it was like she was my baby.

"Oh roxy baby, I've missed you so much." I said as I scratched her head and sat on the floor.

Roxy climbed on my lap so I kissed her and hugged her tightly. I could see Johnny shaking his head.

"Have you missed mommy" I asked her knowing I wouldn't get a reply.

"I just listened to my voicemail and the director of the video loved your boxing idea" Johnny said casually.

I looked at him in confusion , "what idea"

"Last night you said we should do the music video with me in the ring with one of the other guys "

"I was joking" I replied.

"I liked the idea so I called him last night, he says he's arranging a script and sets so we can stay on schedule and still film on Thursday" Johnny replied.

"So am I going to be a boxer or something or am I not going to be in it" I asked.

"I think he mentioned you were going to be the bikini clad woman who announces the rounds" Johnny answered.

"Great , is there ever going to be any footage of me where I'm actually dressed" I joked.

"Not if I can help it, have you got anything planned this week" he asked.

I followed Johnny to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of water.

"I have a shoot with people magazine Wednesday, the video Thursday and a photo shoot for a perfume campaign Friday" I replied.

"I'm busy all week apart from tomorrow. Do you want to go look at some houses" Johnny asked.

I opened the fridge and looked for something I could make for us, I was in desperate need of groceries. I would have to make time this afternoon I thought.

"What houses" I asked. I placed an online order on my phone for pizza to be delivered .

"God em, pay attention "

"We said we were going to live together, or have you forgot" Johnny continued.

"You want to start looking already" I asked.

"Yeah why not, we don't have much spare time to look. " Johnny replied.

"Ok , so what type of place should we rent" I asked.

A huge smile covered johnnys face, he really did want to spend more time with me . It had been difficult to make time to make time to see each other when we had busy work schedules, living together meant we at least got to spend the nights together.

"I actually really like your place, so something like this just bigger. I would like space for a home studio too . What do you want" he asked.

"A nice view and I love having a pool, I like a nice swim in the morning" I replied.

"I'll go call my realtor Sally and see if she can show us some places tomorrow" Johnny said as he left the room.

Johnny was still on the call when our food was delivered , I placed the pizza on the table with some plates and waited to Johnny to join me.

"Sally's busy but her wife Kellie is free to take us around at 10 tomorrow " Johnny informed me.

I was actually starting to become really excited at the prospect of getting a home with Johnny. We ate whilst we discussed our plans, we decided to keep our own houses and rent them out until  we had been living together for a year. We loved each other but we had never lived together, we didn't want to risk things going south and us be left searching for new homes.

"im so excited, i hope we havent been too picky in what we want" i said to johnny.

"me too, so what do you think about our new place having a stables" johnny asked.

I was confused, johnny had never mentioned he had liked horses i wasnt sure why we would need stables.

"do you ride" i asked.

" i did, i would love to have a horse again. Its very relaxing, have you ever ridden" he asked.

I laughed as i imagined my rough and ready rock god rding into the sunset on a horse, his wild hair blowing in the breeze. his heavily tattood arms pulling at the reighns as his horse galloped peacfully in the wild.

"no ive never even seen a horse, oh actually i saw a cop on a horse. oh and the horses that pull the carriages in central parl but thats it" i replied.

" ill teach you to ride" johnny promised.

We spent the evening lounging by my pool, it was a warm night so the cool breeze was like a dream. We relaxed and talked about our impending home search, johnny said he couldnt wait to start the next phase of our lives together.

The day turned to night but it didnt get any cooler, i watched as roxy jumped into the pool to cool herself off. She had the right idea. i stood and pulled my thin cotton blouse over my head, johnny raised his eyebrows and watched me silently. i kicked off my converse and shimmied out of my denim shorts.

"youll ruin your panties" johnny joked.

I smiled sexily at him as i reached for the clasp of my bra  "not if i take them off".

I stepped out of my pink thong and matching bra and dove into the cool water. The refreshing water lapped at me instantly cooling me, roxy paddled to me and started to lick my face. Before i had chance to move Johnny was bombing into the pool, i couldnt help but appreciate his large penis as he fell into the water. I knew i would never get enough of that man.

"graceful" i joked as he spat water at me. johnny laughed and dunked my head under the water, roxy growled at him in return.

i swam behind him and pulled his legs so he was submerged also, we reached the top of the water and breathed in . we were carefree just like we had been back at venice beach. Johnny and i could play and torment each other, we knew how to be friends not just lovers.  My relationship with Johnny was like nothing i had ever had before, i had loved my ex donnie , i had loved him deeply but ou life together was like a routine, we were always like a married couple. we had never just had fun, any fun we had was inbetween the sheets. Johnny and i didnt need to have sex to enjoy eachother, we would watch films and go bowling. We were like a normal couple. I finally had the type of love i had always seen in movies. It wasnt the type of love me and donnie shared. donnie and i had been like something out of an old romance novel, we would go crazy if we didnt see eachother, when we would reunite we would attack eachothers bodues like we were starving. Johnny and i were relaxed , we obviously missed eachother when we were apart but we had never had the raw love donnie and i had shared.

I felt guilt for even thinking of Donnie, i knew i shouldnt have given him a second thought but something niggled at me. Was the novel worthy love affair we had shared the real deal. Was he my soul mates. I wasnt sure i believed in soul mates but if i did who would it have been Donnie or Johnny. Fuck my life.