Too much too young

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J: hope the shoot goes well, let me know if he tries anything

E: he won't don't worry.

J: did you tell them you weren't going to renew you contract

E: I did , they said for me to think about it

J; im behind you whatever you decide it's fine by me. I trust you

E: thanks. I just know it's gonna be awkward

J: it's only as awkward as you make it. Just try being friendly, hopefully he's professional

E: I hope so , I'm missing you

J: I'm missing you more

E: how's the tour going, I've read good things on twitter.

J:  it's been unreal, the crowd has been loving it

E: so proud of you, wish I could see you

J; me too, did I tell you about ziggy lol

E: what about him ?

J: he had a 3some with a married couple

E: no way were they at least fit lol

J; nah they were well old, Kyle filmed it . We have to go do some promotional stuff. Call you later baby.

E: ok baby have fun

J: love you

E: I love you

I looked at my phone screen and felt my heart swoon, I never got bored of him declaring he loved me.

For the first time ever I was actually dreading going to a shoot. I really didn't want to see my ex just the thought made me nervous. Usually I was so carefree , these shoots had always been fun. Today however was different it felt like a punishment.

My phone rang and I saw it was Donnie, I nearly didn't answer it. I don't know what made me accept the call.

"Hi kid I'm outside, I thought I would drive you up the shoot"

"I don't think you are" I replied, there was no way he could know Johnny's address.

I heard the confusion in his voice, "I got your address from my dad. I'm outside now"

"Will and Claire are staying there, I'm at my boyfriends" I replied.

The line was silent, it took him a while to reply "oh i thought he was on tour"

"He is "

"Your staying at his place on your own, do you stay there often" Donnie asked

I wasn't sure where this conversation was  going. "Yeah we've bought a house together"

"So your gonna live together" Donnie asked, the shock was apparent. He didn't like the fact that I was moving on . He must have thought Johnny and I were just casually dating.

"Yeah we move in soon , why"

"It's serious then "

"Yes" I replied.

Donnie and I said our goodbyes and I dropped the call. I hoped that now he knew that I was in a serious relationship he would back off. I hoped he would respect me enough to leave me alone.

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I pulled up to the warehouse where the shoot was taking place, I could see Donnie leaning against the door. I took a deep breath and hoped he wasn't waiting for me although I knew he was. It was so strange seeing him, I don't think I will ever get use to being so close to him but being so far away.