Between The Moons [BTS ~ Namjoon] [COMPLETE]

Chapter Thirty

Am I alive?

Although I feel alive and somewhat awake, I can't quite open my eyes.

Not yet anyway.

I could faintly hear the noise of people talking around me, but I couldn't open my eyes to see who's faces matched the voices.

"She's been out so long, do you think she'll wake up?" I heard a voice say next to me, the voice sounded faintly like Taehyung's.

Taehyung.

I hadn't seen him since the night that I met with Lee, the night that he practically threw Taehyung's weak and limp body at me. As I watched Taehyung being rode away on Darins back, Jimin by his side, I thought things were going to be okay. But they turned out to be anything but that.

My world crashed and burned before my eyes as I watched Namjoon get stabbed. As I watched the life drain out of his body and loose him completely.

The last thing I remember from that night was the draining of my energy, and putting it all into him. Every last bit until I couldn't physically carry on.

The one beat I heard before everything went black completely.

I don't know whether that beat was a figure of my imagination.

Whether it could have been the sound of my own slow heart beat.

I wouldn't know unless I woke up, and at this point I wasn't sure if I was going to. I didn't know if I was in a dream or not.

"She's strong, she can't just give up now. Not after all that happened. She has so much to see" another voice spoke reassuringly, the voice sounded higher. It sounded similar to Jin's voice.

"I know she is, but we don't know if she put her whole life into it" Taehyung replied, his voice sounded sad.

I had to wake up.

I used every ounce of energy my unconscious self had to try and to wake myself back up. I was screaming and flaying in my mind, but I didn't know if it was showing on the outside.

I had only been aware of my consciousness inside my body for a moment, but I hated it already. I needed to get out.

I needed to see what had happened since everything went black. How long I'd been out for, and who else had been hurt.

It wasn't just about me.

I felt like I was trapped in a box within my own body. Being closed in, kicking and screaming to expand the space the most that I could.

"Did her hand just move?" I heard Taehyung asked in amazement.

Did it?

If so, I better keep at this mental fight I was having with my physical self.

I was not prepared to stay asleep. I had to wake up. I just had to, no matter the consequences.

"Alexa? Jin get the others now!" Taehyung demanded. I could suddenly feel the sensation of someone holding my hand.

"Alexa. I don't know if you can hear me, but it's your brother. If you can hear me, please wake up. I miss talking to you. Everyone does" he spoke softly, I could feel my heart break slightly. I wanted to give him a hug and to tell him that everything is going to be okay.

But the last time I did that, everything didn't end up being okay.

I began to see slight light as my eyes opened slowly. Blinking fast as they tried to adjust to the light. Well I say light, it wasn't light, it just wasn't pitch black like I seemed to have been used to for however long I'd been out for.