KHIP-HOP Mini Series

Min Yoongi 01

" I closed my eyes to the present that couldn't change." 

The past:

"You wanna know something?" He said. 

I blinked up at the sky, watching it become darker as time passed, the rain had lightened up but the mood was far from it. I wondered what was going to happen now, now that so much had changed. 

"I'm going to make sure she never rests a dam day in her life." He muttered, my breath caught in my throat and I had to look away from the sky to a distraught Yoongi. Whatever he was thinking I didn't like, especially that look in his eyes. 

He takes a few steps back, and I push myself up from the grass setting the flowers down on the grave. "Yoongi." I said softly. 

He shook his head, of course he wouldn't listen to me then, I was just a kid still...he was much older than me...but what had happened to us was something that not even our youths combined together could handle. 

"Your really gonna do it?" I asked. 

It was the first time I'd ever seen that glare in his eyes, the first of many to come. "She said I couldn't do it, but she's dead now." His frown suddenly turns into a sly grin but I could tell he was hurting. 

"She loved you-" He cuts me off. 

"No." His eyes waver. "She couldn't love anything."

The world came to wonder why such a beautiful person came to love so little and hate so much, but only I knew the truth. Only I knew the real reason why, and it broke and shattered whatever it touched. 

But it was that dream of his that held him together, so when Min Yoongi told me of his plans, I couldn't believe him at first but as time took it's toll on the world around us we both came to realize how powerful words could be, how hurtful, how beautiful, how passionate, and how raw a few words, a few lyrics, could change a life in a matter of seconds. 

"Mika." Yoongi looks me in the eyes. "When have I ever lied to you?"

I didn't say anything then, but if only the me in the past could have known I would have probably told him, "Always." At least that's what it was like in the future, an endless cycle of lies and mistrust. 

But I didn't understand then, just like the rest of the world that it was just his way of protecting himself...

(Welcome to the angstiest story out the series, I love Min Yoongi a lot, I connect with his lyrics on a deep level, I somehow always end up crying when I hear his music. Which is why I decided to write about him now since I saw him play First Love live, so I'm going to be using the songs theme in the story, please stay tuned for the chapters to follow.)