KHIP-HOP Mini Series

Simon D 05

"I'd take a punch for you everyday if it meant you could feel the same way I feel about you." He murmurs running a finger down my cheek as I apply some medicine to his busted lip. I can feel my cheeks burn and I know he can see me blushing but there's nothing I can do anymore.

My feelings for Simon were a mess but it was clear that he was a mess I liked possibly even more.

"Why the fuck do you like Jay so much?" He asks.

Again there's a silence between us.

There was no answer to that, from the day we met Simon knew who I liked wholeheartedly and what happened between us was on accident...maybe even on whim. "What's wrong with you?" His voice was rising.

I sealed my lips and looked away briefly his head on my lap shifts and suddenly he sits up, turning to look at me.

"I don't know if I still can do this, us being friends" I whispered trying to hide the tears that were rolling down my cheeks.

Simon came closer he lifted my chin up with his fingers so I could look at him as he wiped the tears away from my cheeks with his thumbs. I shut my eyes and felt his lips against mine and he placed a small soft kiss against them before pulling away again.

"I don't wanna be friends either I want more than that" Simon whispered.

I kissed him back, this time the kiss was way more intense than how we usually kissed but Simon Dominic was full of intensity and kinky kinks to be honest.

"I can give you the world if you asked me. " he murmurs nuzzling his head against my neck.

As he was holding me close to him Simon began to envision the kind of life he wants to live out with me. For example the mornings where he could wake up beside me or being able to eat breakfast together, go on dates, make out in the back of the theater's. He had always watched me from a distance because he couldn't believe that there could be a girl out there who wasn't all about the money or the fame.

And now as he held me he was sure as hell not about to let this chance pass him by.

He quietly whispered in her ear, "Don't leave me..." He said it in such a desperate and longing tone. I was shocked by the vulnerability in his voice, that vulnerable side of him that somehow he always showed me when we were together. This wasn't the Simon in AOMG or on TV nor the rapper this was Jung Kiseok the guy who lacked confidence in love, who just wanted happiness even if it meant knowing my heart wouldn't quickly fall into his hands.

"I don't care if you have feelings for someone else, I'll make sure you end up with me." He sounded so sure of himself that my heart fluttered.

"But-" I was about to say something when he pressed a finger to my lips.

"I won't share you. Your mine." He demanded.

And without another word I slowly nodded my head, pinching my things to try and keep from squealing. Simon smirks and then he slowly leaned in and out of happiness pressed a soft, loving kiss on my lips before resting his forehead against mine.

I really hoped with all my heart that I could fall in love wholeheartedly with him.

-tbc-