KHIP-HOP Mini Series

Simon D 04

- I wanna wake up from the dream of you-

I held on for as long as I could to this foolishness, I couldn't believe that this was actually happening.

Never in my life could I have imagined being together with Simon. Sure when I was with Jay it was different, we started off as friends and later because of one stupid night I managed to get sprung on him.

I thought I could be that one girl who stole  his heart but it ended up being the other way around. 

And now for some odd reason Simon Dominic is here beside me, not afraid of being seen with me, not afraid of showing me off, he just had no fear whatsoever. 

I just wasn't so sure of my feelings for him, I wondered if all I could ever feel for him was lust?

My head was beginning to irritate me so I figured it was better to go ahead and leave the VIP section of the club and actually leave to watch the performances.

Jay had already performed a few songs and so had Gray all who was left to perform was Simon, Loco wasn't able to come perform today but as I made my way to the crowd of people I could see the line of girls fixing their makeup or pulling up their bras to try and get some attention.

I couldn't help but laugh at them.

"Hey stranger." Jay stands in front of me, arms crossed over his chest. I stay still, unsure of what to say or how to greet him. "You and Simon?" He looks from the stage and back over to me arching his eyebrows. 

I press my lips into a thin line. "I didn't think you had a thing for him." He gets closer, wrapping his arms around me. "I thought you had a thing for me." He cranes his neck to get a better look at my face, I feel him tighten his grip around my waist and the other hand reaches for my lips, he smudges the lipstick across my lips and slowly retreats his thumb back into his own. "Strawberry." He comments. "I remember how those lips used to taste like." 

My eyes waver and I glance back at the stage hoping Simon hasn't caught sight of us. Thankfully he's too immersed on stage to notice the little scene Jay's causing. I try to push him away from me but he doesn't take the hint. 

"When did you two even start this whole thing?" I swallow a lump in my throat. "Was it that night I called you?" 

My eyes widen. "You smelled a lot like him." 

"Jay stop." I hiss. 

He spins us around until he shoves me against the wall. "I just don't get it, why the fuck does every girl think they can fuck around with the group?"

"Jay I-" 

He presses a finger against my lips. "Whose next? Gray? Loco?"  He trails off. 

Tears stream down my face, is this what he thought of me? That I was some stupid fucken groupie? I suddenly realized that maybe Jay wasn't the only one who thought this way...maybe they all thought this...even Simon. 

"You disappointed me." Jay drops his hand and steps away from me. "Your trash." He turns away, halfway before saying. "Does Simon even know?" 

My eyes widen. 

"Know what?" Simon asks approaching us. His eyes look me up and down and I wipe the tears from my face trying my best to look calm and collected but it wasn't working out for me. I was beyond nervous. 

Jay shook his head and headed back the way he came from leaving me all alone with Simon who was still waiting to hear an answer. 

I look up at him, "You know that night? The night we got drunk." 

Simon doesn't say anything but waits for an answer. "He called me..." I begin. "I left that night to go meet up with him..." 

Simon shakes his head and runs a hand through his hair in frustration. "Stop, I don't want to hear it anymore." 

I reach for his hand, pulling him close to me. I'm cupping either side of his cheek. "Simon I fucked up, I wasn't thinking straight." 

He's looking at me but not saying anything. "What happened?" 

I swallow a lump in my throat. "Tell me." 

"I-" 

"Did you fuck him after leaving me?" My eyes widen and a gasp leaves my lips, I drop my hands from his face and stare at him in shock and utter horror. 

I take a step back, my eyes watering. "Is that what you think?" I ask. 

He gives me a look full of hatred. I scoff and turn around ready to leave but he catches my hand and attempts to drag me back into his arms but I smack his hand away. "Don't touch me." I snap. A crowd starts to gather around us and I suddenly feel slightly uncomfortable. Simon tries to reach for me again except some guy gets in between us. 

"Didn't you hear her?" He says in my defense. 

"Get lost." Simon snaps. 

He tries reaching for me again but the guy blocks him, Simon gets irritated and shoves him hard, he stumbles back but catches himself from falling, and then in an instant he lunges for Simon throwing him down on the ground hard. 

"Simon!" I shout, but by now it's too late he's too invested in punching the other guy that he can't even hear me or listen to anyone at this point. 

Out of urgency I stumble towards them trying to pull them apart but I end up getting shoved back. "Don't fucken touch her." Simon shouts, he turns back to look at me but my eyes are on the guy who takes a punch at Simon who was checking to see I was okay.

"No." I mouth, and then Simon hits the ground knocked out cold. 

-to be continued-