Forever and Always - BoyxBoy -Complete-

50

Kean

Morning came, the temperature in my room was still at its coldest state, the air from the outside seemed to have calmed down from last night's stormy weather and I have Daniel, snuggling closer to me, his arms around my waist, head buried to bare chest. We were wrapped by a thick blanket, and as I peeked what's under it, it revealed our naked bodies tugging each other. A realization, we did it last night. Me and Daniel did have sex last night and it was the most magical night I've ever experienced. It was something else compared to what I did before  and I didn't hold back. I'm actually quite surprised to myself that I didn't.

There was only silence in my room, nothing else can be heard inside apart from the whizzing sound of my computer on my desk. I can't seem to remember that I turned it on last night. Maybe Daniel did it and forgot to turn it off before he slept. Oh well, whatever's mine is his anyways. I grazed my lips on his forehead, making him squirm and groan slightly. The coldness on my lips must have made him react that way. Yet he still sleeps soundly as a baby in the cradle.

I undid his arms around me, put a pillow in my place and got out of my bed, still naked, and put on the blanket back onto him. I don't want him to shiver because I just missed putting it back the blanket on him even though I have my parents to take care of him too. I quickly put on some new boxers and a hoodie and headed outside. But before I could even step out of my room, my phone went buzzing on top of my desk, vibrating loudly enough to wake someone up who's not a heavy sleeper like me.

I jumped off, took my phone and answered whoever this idiot might be. "Kean, Good morning!"

"Liam, what the hell are you doing calling this early?" I snorted. "Well it's not what you call early anymore, mister, because it's already ten in the morning and you sound like a bit tired. What's wrong?"

"Nothing.. just... yeah, tired and it's still way too early in the morning for you to call. You might have disturb Daniel sleeping here-"

"Daniel is there- Oh uhm, sorry. I'll call you later then, my dad's shouting at me now. I was gonna ask you something but yeah. Talk to you later, bye." then he hang up. That was... weird.

*****

Liam

I hang up the phone as quickly as I could, lying to him. Daniel was there. So does that only mean... It can't be, right? There is no way that he'd do it...

Ugh, dammit Liam! Get it off your head now! Of course they would have done it. Silly for you to think they wouldn't. It's their night after all. I ruffled my hair and almost threw my phone to the ground. 

*****

Daniel

I tried to feel Kean beside me but he isn't there anymore. I was still covered by his blanket and instead of him I'm hugging, it was a pillow in his place. I sniffed on his pillow and traces of his perfume stuck on it. I tugged it closer to me, squeezing it tightly, imagining it was him I'm hugging. I feel... happy... complete... satisfied... and for once since that time, since that accident had happened, loved more than anything else.

Jake's words struck in my head after I crashed on his car, when he got me out and I was half unconscious, slowly drifting away. I thought that I was gonna die that time. I was scared. I thought that I'm not going to survive that and that it would end everyone's suffering. Bit selfish, but that's what I was thinking that time. Jake will be free to do what he wants, Kean and Liam will no longer be bothered. Only trouble that buggered me is Mom. She had already lost David and dad a few years ago and I don't know how she would take if she loses me as well.

I let a heavy sigh out. The cold sensation was getting into me, my body started to shiver once more as the coldness pierced through my naked body when I felt arms around wrapped around me, a warm body heating me up. "Good morning Danny." kissing my forehead at the same time. I smiled and reached for his lips. "Hmmm, good morning Kean."

"How are you feeling right now?"

How am I feeling now? Guilty, painful, worthless. "A little bit tired of last night, but I did enjoy it." teasing him at the same time. He blushed, remembering what had happened last night. Turned on I guess, he didn't think twice but kissed me hard, his hand hovering my body, through my sides, hips and legs. The kiss lasted for minutes before we broke out and caught up with our breaths when someone knocked on his door. "Kean, breakfast and bring Daniel along if he's already awake."

"Yes Mom!" getting up and put on his clothes. "Hey come on. I know you're starving and here's some clothes for you to wear."

"Yeah I will follow you downstairs." He left me behind, still thinking about what I really feel.

I thought I was already absolutely sure of what this is but now, I may be confused. I just hope things will turn out right.