Forever and Always - BoyxBoy -Complete-

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Daniel

I didn't speak to Jake right after I told him to make me fall in love with him again. It's not that I don't love him anymore, nor he needs to prove it. As a matter of fact, I should be the one proving it to him, not him to me. Yet he really is a sweet and kind person as I knew him ever since we were kids, never doubted a day or a single thing that he's gonna be a gentleman when we grow up, but never expected that he has some hidden attitude within him. Every person has it, don't you think? Even I had to lie to everyone and make them believe that I had amnesia, which I didn't have to avoid and forget and make him forget about us. Another thing proven when Paul came back and then they were in a relationship.

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A day has passed since I had him challeneged to make me fall in love back to him again for seven days and I hadn't heard anything from him. Yet. Though I saw him earlier during our class, I opted to sit far away from him, stayed up front from our usual seat at the back and tried to get all my attention to our lesson. He isn't a loser though, he'd try his best to "annoy" me in every way he could whilst reciting a verse from a poem he was asked to read, empasizing words.

As the class ended, I started packing my stuff and waited for everyone to get out. "Hey Dan, don't be late for class. Mr. Kingston will be expecting us to report on our topic and that he wishes to speak to you, about what you've missed. Everyone knows that your memory has come back and well, they obviously wanted to speed you up to things." Zoey, whom I shared my secret, acted like I just recovered from it. Of course, we did talk about it how to act like I just recently healed and everyone at school bit into our trick. All of which, except Jake of course.

"Aren't they generous enough to get me going immediately. Okay then, I'll see what I can do after this. I'll catch up with you later." She walked out of the room, leaving me alone or so I thought. A bunch of black and white tulips were on top of my desk, and Jake was standing beside it. "Hope you like them, I know they're still quite rare but I found a shop that grows tulips indoors so I thought this would mean something."

"Thanks." I plainly said and walked away. "Daniel, wait!"

"What do you want?"

"Just wanted to say sorry for what happened yesterday. I was out of my mind and forced you to do stuff, so-"

"Okay apology accepted, now get off me." Without even realizing that he was only a few inches away from me. "Oh, I'm sorry... Uhm, no kiss?" He winked. "Whatever, now go!"

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Yesterday's "incident" sort of delighted me once more. Perhaps it was the flowers that brightened up my day, aside from Mr. Kingston pushing me hard again on my grades and that I had to do fixing and mending a few of the school's computers at the end of the day as a grade to catch up with most of what I "missed". It's way better than to sit in front of him the whole day alone and listen to his sermon.

I went to my locker after my shop class, with intentions to put away my laptop and tool box and grabbing my gym bag, I was actually surprised with a stack of folded scented pink papers, tied in a yellow ribbon and a note sticking on top of it. "When you have time, finish reading all of them. I got bored so I did this, hope you won't get bored and sit in you gym class, cuz I know you are Have a nice day, Daniel! I love you! Jake :*"

I untied the ribbon and took a random paper in the middle. "agastopia n. – admiration of a particular part of someone’s body"

"What the hell is he up to?" My voice seemed to have been heard by everyone passing the hallway. My head searched around to see if Jake is suspiciously sneaking behind a column and giggling. I took out another paper and started reading it out of curiosity.

"Cockamamie - Absurd, outlandish."

"Canoodle - To hug and kiss."

A total of a hundred words were listed and I'm really shocked at how he did manage to write all of this. HAND-WRITTEN! For all I know he's a lazy bastard when it comes to writing stuff, even to his reports, journals and essays but my gosh the effor he put here, is just astounding! (exaggeration only) But one word had stuck into my head. Debauchery, excessive indulgence to sex, alcohol or drugs, or in this case love. I honestly admit to myself, I am so madly in love (still) with Jake. I know there's no need for him to do everything like this but what came into my head to tell him to do it?

I feel stupid already with all the mishaps that's going and bull crap. I feel exhausted. But my heart doesn't, so it's safe to say I'll still follow it.

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There's no better way of starting your weekend than to keep your head heated up for the day under the shower. That keeps me going and awake for the rest of the day. Quite lazy to get up after all the work I had to do yesterday and my whole body's in pain. Mom offered me a massage after shower which is quite nice and I got to spend a lot of time with her today since she asked her boss to have a day off without any on-call jobs. That's I think a first from her since I can remember having the whole day spent with her after my brother and dad died.

"Dan, a letter for you! Seems like it's from Jake." When I heard that it came from Jake, I rushed out of the shower, almost naked if I hadn't grabbed my towel and wrapped it around me and took the letter mom was holding. "Oh, someone's excited to read it." She knew that Kean and I broke up and she didn't ask anymore about it. All she had to know she says is that I'm fine about my decision and that I don't regret anything about it.

I opened the envelop and a carefully pressed white tulip was in it, along with a letter.

"Daniel, I thought of putting a black tulip instead of white but your mom might think of something else so that's what I got in it. Just wishin' you a very good weekend. I won't bother you much today, well except if you want to talk to me or something. You know how to contact me anyways. I love you. Jake :*"

The sweetest thing. Ever. Hope this will last forever.

Jake, I wanted to be with you. Forever and always.

///So, I have to cut off part of it because if I have written the whole lot, it will take forever to read. So yeah!!! Lol pt 2 is on the next chapter. :*

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