Forever and Always - BoyxBoy -Complete-

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Jake

Both Paul and I opted not to go to school today since it's snowing but not that heavy. Maybe tardiness just got into our heads as he called me this morning that he'll come over to my house and if he could stay there for the rest of the day. I don't mind him being here, he's my boyfriend after all. We're just stuck on the couch, snuggling close to each other, blanket keeping us warm and a couple of coffee mugs with some hot chocolate in it while watching movies. Typical scene for a typical couple. Well, when you say typical, I mean love is just the only thing significant between us, nothing else.

He actually arrived here quite early and luckily my parents aren't around so the house is just left for the two of us. I had everything set already when he arrived here and all we had to do was to sit on the couch and watch movies, romance, action, horror, thriller. Everything was on my list and stash. 

"Jake, I'm leaving." He said out of the blue. "No, you just arrived here. Besides, I can't just let you walk back home in this condition. Let the snow drop down a little bit and I'll drive you home."

"Not that, I mean, I'm going back to my town now since I finished everything that I have to do here and uhm,.... I'm breaking up with you." 

"W- wait, did I just hear that correctly, you're leaving town already and you're breaking up with me? Why? Y- you can't be that serious right? That's a very bad joke. And even if it isn't, long distance relationship still works and we could still call each other and I can go to your place anytime soon and visit you there and I'm pretty fine with that and-" He slipped his finger on top of my lips. My heart suddenly sunk down low to the floor as his finger was replaced with his lips smashing on mine. The sweet taste of his makes me so addicted to it.

"I'm serious Jake, I'm leaving town and I'm really breaking up with you." He said in such a cold and monotonous tone. "Why? Why tell me this so sudden? What's wrong? Is something bothering you about us? We could still work it out, right?" Looking with much worry at him, I pulled him in with arms wrapping around him. "Jake, nothing bothers me. I just want what's the best for you and I know it's not me. I can clearly see it in your eyes. There's no way of denying it from me."

"But what's the point of me having your boyfriend then? What made you decide all of these in a flash? Do you know something that I don't know?"

"Or rather something that I knew then you just know recently. The way you look at him is that same look you had once before. Now, I don't have to use a letter or just simply walk away. I have to face you and say my good bye. I'll be leaving tomorrow. There's no need for you to see me off. I haven't told Dan yet but I will do soon. And yes Jake, I know his secret. I can tell even before. I just had not opened to anybody my suspicions until I confirmed it. I'm so sorry if I had to lie to you. I love you, but you love each other even more." He pushed me away, got up and went away, while I was stunned, sitting and just couldn't move a single muscle of my body.

Does really have to come to this realization, that someone has to lelave me and sacrifice again for my own sake? Yet Paul made it clear to me again, my love for Daniel is even far greater that what I once knew and that I'll try to take it back again.

Daniel, I love you... Forever and always.