사랑 참 어렵다 (Love is hard)

Chapter Thirteen

Heesoo's POV

"There you are Dohee!" I called out as I saw Dohee come into view, "The food is...ready?..."

Dohee kept her head down and made her way to the door, only speaking when she reaches it, "'Sorry everyone, maybe another time."

"Dohee wait!" Rap Monster stands up. But she's gone and the door is slammed before anything else could happen. I quickly stood up to follow but I was stopped by a hand around my wrist.

"Heesoo don't," Kai said quietly.

"Let go," I snapped, pulling my wrist out of Kai's grasp and walking towards the door, Rap Monster right behind me.

"Wait," Kris came out of his room and stopped the two of us, "Let me go."

"What no?" Rap Monster protested.

"Oppa," I put a hand on Rap Monster's shoulder, "Let him go."

Kris tore out of the room, chasing after Dohee. Rap Monster huffed out a sigh of annoyance, and stalked off to his room. I ran a hand through my hair, stressing out over Dohee. Is she gonna be ok? Will it be ok if Kris goes out there? I mean I'm rooting for them, so it could be good that Kris ran out to talk to her. But what if she gets mad that it wasn't me...or better yet Rap Monster. Rap Monster is her best friend. I'm sure she wants to talk to him....before anyone else. Maybe it wasn't a good idea to have Kris go out after her. Oh crap, oh crap, oh crap. Did I just mess up? I started to pace back and forth, holding my head, trying to figure out what to do.

"Heesooah," Kai said softly, coming up to me and pulling me into his arms, "It's ok, you're ok."

"No, I think I messed up," I frowned.

"You didn't mess up," Kai started to rub soothing circles on my back.

"What if she gets mad that Kris oppa went out?" I pulled away from Kai so I could look at him, "I mean...she barely knows him...I shouldn't have stopped Rap Monster oppa....oh my gosh...what's gonna happen? Is she gonna be mad at me? What did I just do?"

"Heesooah," Kai placed a hand on either side of my face, "Take deep breaths. Everything is going to be ok."

"Oppa," I sighed in defeat. I detached myself from Kai and walked over to the couch, flopping down.

"Shall we just start the movie?" Chanyeol asked.

"Might as well," Luhan shrugged.

"Oppa come cuddle," I whined slightly, waving Kai over. He chuckled, shaking he head slightly and sat down next to me on the couch. He draped an arm around my shoulders and I cuddled up to him, laying my head on his shoulder.

"What movie should I put in?" Tao asked, standing in front of the tv.

"I already told you guys something scary," Sehun whined.

"Is everyone ok with that?" Suho rose an eyebrow. Everyone quickly agreed and Tao put in a scary movie. Tao flipped off the lights and took his place on the couch. I tried to distract myself with the movie but I couldn't stop worrying about Dohee. I kept playing with my fingers until Kai placed a large hand over them.

"Stop worrying," Kai whispered.

"I can't," I frowned.

"Do you want to go find her?" Kai asked.

"Yes," I nodded earnestly, making Kai laugh. He stood up and pulled me to my feet, taking my hand in his.

"We're gonna go find Dohee," Kai explained when everyone looked up at us.