사랑 참 어렵다 (Love is hard)

Chapter Fifty.

[ Dohee ]

"Dohee" Kris whispers softly as he nudged my arm. My head bobs down then up violently. I look at him and blink several times "I'm awake" I whisper back to him. He chuckles as he pats my head.

"Sorry but Imma take Dohee back to her dorm if that's ok." He says with a smile as he picks me up. "K-Kris" I begin to protest but he's already out of the studio. "Kris, go back. We have to work on our project together. I just need something to keep me awake." I mumble as I try to escape from his grip. He doesn't say anything but his pace has slowed down. "Just put me down please." I hear him sigh and he places me down and I sit back on the brick ledge and lean my head back on the column.

I look up at him and smile. I feel really tired which is really strange but it's giving me confidence to look over him and not care that he's watching me roam his features. I finally look up at his face and smile. "What?" I ask lazily. He smiles and shakes his head as he sits down across me. "We should go back inside" I tell him. He nods and smiles before grabbing hold of my hand. I intertwine our fingers together and smile looking at them. So this is what love feels like?

"Yes" Kris says gently.

What?!

I look up at him then quickly pull my hand away. Did he read my mind? I'm fully awake now.

"I was just-"

I jump up and begin to run away. How embarrassing! I said it out loud when ai thought I said it in my mind! I don't look over my shoulder but I can feel him behind me. I said the L word. He must think I'm a weirdo!
I rush back to Heesoo's studio and bolt through the door.

"What happened? Is something wrong?" Heesoo looks at me worried.

"Nope" Kris answers as he wraps an arm around my shoulder pulling me towards him. I cover my now red face with my hands. "Oh." Heesoo says with a chuckle "we'll come on and sit, we've come up with more ideas."

Someone hide me in a closet or dig a hole for me to jump into cause that's where I want to be right now. "Come on" Kris whispers in my ear as he pushes me towards the sofa. I go to sit down far away from him but he grabs hold of my waist and picks me up till I'm seated on his lap.

"Kris!" I whisper softly peeking at him through my fingers. I try to wriggle away but he holds me firmly. "We need to focus ok?" I say dropping my hands down but not looking at him. I hear him chuckle before kissing my shoulder softly which makes me whelp.

"Are you two ok?" Kai asks with a chuckle as he looks at us. "We're fine" Kris answers again. I look over towards Heesoo to try and reason with her but she just smiles and nods "focus guys ok?"

Ok?! Ok?!

That's all she can say? I shake my head before taking a breath. I look over at Kris but my eyes fail me and I look somewhere else. "Let's focus Kris. Please let me sit on the sofa." I can hear Kai and Heesoo giggle which irkes me a little. So I look Kris square in the face and ask him again. "Please." By the time I looked at Kris he had a big smile on his face. My heart skipped a beat at the sight so it took all my strength to not look away. He nods his head and places me down next to him.

I let out my breath realising I was holding it in and smile looking back at Heesoo. "Ok show us what you've got."

[ Kai ]

I look over from Dohee and Kris to Heesoo. The love of my life. I roam over her features and my mind goes through all our moments, all our experiences and memories and it feels me with warmth and happiness.

"I'm glad they're processing" Heesoo whispers to me as she gives me the thumbs up. I chuckle and nod. My mind is focused on her and how much light she has brought into my life. She literally completes me. I'd be lost without her.

Instinctively, my hand reaches out towards her and she follows in pursuit. I squeeze her hand gently and smile as I look back at Dohee and Kris.

They feel like our kids.

I choke slightly realising what I was thinking about as I pull my hand away from Heesoo. "Are you ok?" She asks me as she looks over me lovingly. I nod my head and slap my cheeks softly. Heesoo would be a great mum, I think to myself.

"Are you having weird thoughts dongsaeng?" Kris asks out of the blue.

"No!" I reply, my face getting warm.

"Kris stop." I hear Dohee say. "Let's get on with our project." She says as she gets up and walks over to Heesoo.

My life saver. Dohee and Heesoo are looking over what we've talked about so far and I look over at Kris and give him a death stare while he just smiles like a goof at me.

Idiot.

[ Kris ]

I chuckle to myself as I salute towards Kai. I look over at the girls and then back at him and smile.

Who would have thought that we would have found these two when they said we have to go to school.

I honestly didn't....well I thought about one night stands and all. But I didn't think about this. About her. I think to myself a smile slowly forming on my lips and butterflies flying around in my stomach as I think of the incident just before.

*a few minutes ago*

"So this is what love feels like?"

How is it possible that we were thinking the same thing? I smile, a soft chuckle escaping my lips as I nod my head and reply.

Not long did she bolt up and run away back into the studio. I chuckle as I watch the show unfold before me. She sure gets embarrassed over things. I make my way after her and drape my arm just in time to answer Heesoo's question.

I'm glad though that I can drive her crazy just as much as she drives me crazy.

A/N
- this chapter is a bit errrr but I hope you guys like nonetheless! love you guys loads!
asela ♡