Love Hate || MYG ✔️

Chapter 29

Min's P.O.V

School is done. And now, i'm waiting for Hansol at the back of the school, on the benches with tables. To continue our project. I take out my stuffs and place them on the table. I start with the project alone first.

But i stopped. I put my pen down, and looked at some random place. I'm thinking of what Yoongi said the other night. It's been 3 days since that happened. I don't know to be happy or not. Happy because he's in love with me. Because within the 3 days, i've talked to myself.

Like literally. I've talk to myself and realise i'm falling in love with him too. I admit, i am in love with him. But what makes me not happy is because of that kiss. I don't like it. If he wants to tell me that he's falling in love with me, that kiss wasn't needed. We're not in a relationship, so no kisses. Unless he's my boyfriend which is not.

But I swear, i miss him badly. I put my hand under my chin, supporting it. Is he the right one for me? Will he be my one and will stay forever? What will happen if we're in a relationship, his jealousy gets worst? Should i even accept him? Is he serious with me?

I've never had any serious relationships before. He's been calling me, texting me but i didn't answer or reply. I just don't know what to say to him. And it was like a sudden kiss. He kind of make me feel like i'm cheap. I don't know why.

I miss him but i don't wanna meet him. I miss listening to him talking. But i don't wanna answer his calls. I look to my right and his hoodie was next to me. I bring it to almost everywhere i go. I whined to myself. I don't know what to do.

"Min!" - i heard someone calling me. It shocked the hell out of me. I turned and it was Hansol. He walk up to me and sitting across ms.

"Sorry i'm late." - he said.

"It's okay." - i said.

"Let's start." - i said. He nodded. He take his stuffs out and we start discussing on the project. But, i just seem to focus. I was daydreaming most of time. And i think Hansol realised.

"Are you okay?" - he asked. I put my pen down and crossing my legs.

"I don't know." - i said.

"Okay. Let's put this project aside. Tell me what's wrong." - he said. I let out a sigh. I told him almost everything about Yoongi. Except for his name. Because why must i?

"And the point now is. I don't know to be happy that he finally says he's in love with me or not." - i said.

"So meaning, the kiss was the reason why you're like ... uhhhh avoiding him?" - Hansol asked. I nodded.

"Why?" - he asked. I shrugged.

"It's like. We're not even in a relationship, why would he kiss me? I know he loves me but thats totally not the way." - i said, again.

"But i miss him." - i said, again, looking down.

"That guy is surely lucky." - Hansol said.

"What?"

"He's lucky that he got your love but he doesn't know about it. Meanwhile, i've been doing everything to make you realise that i have a crush on you." - he said. I blink my eyes.

"I can say, almost the boys in our school, have a crush on you." - he added.

"Hansol-ah, sorry. I mean, i only see you as a friend. Same goes to the others." - i said, feeling guilty. He smiled.

"It's okay. Okay, back to the topic. I think you should talk to him. Meet him and settle it." - he said.

"Because if you're gonna be like this, it won't work." - he added. I let out a sigh.

"I'll think of it. Thanks Hansol." - i said. He gave me a nod.

"Let's continue." - i said. We continued with the project.

Fast forward...

I sat on my desk, continuing the project alone. It's soon to 2 am. I can't sleep so i decided to just continue with the project. I got focus with it, with the research, writing them and more. I felt thirsty. So i got up, walking downstairs to the kitchen. I take a empty cup and filling it with milk. After that, i walk back up to my room with the cup of milk.

I sit on my chair, crossing my legs and continue with the project. My phone rings. Who would call me this late? I grab it and blink my eyes. Seungcheol oppa? Why would he call me? I answered it.

"Yeoboseyo?" - i answered.

"Eo, Min-ah." - he said.

"Yes oppa. What's up?" - i asked.

"Are you working or schooling now?" - he asked.

"Schooling."

"Oh. No, i thought if you could help me with buying our favorite drinks at Grey's Barista to our shooting place." - he said.

"Oh. Tomorrow?"

"Eo, it's tomorrow. Umm... around 8pm?" - he said.

"Oh i could send those drinks to you by that timing." - i said, smiling.

"Really? As of payment, i'll pay you back once you've reach." - he said. I giggled.

"Ne~ i'll send them tomorrow. Just make sure to tell me where the location is." - i said.

"I will. Thanks, Min-ah~!" - he said, happily. I smiled.

"Okay~ annyeong." - i said and ended the call. Kyaaaa Seungcheol oppa. He's just beautiful. I can't. My eye candy. But you know, never expect or even think of being in a relationship with him.

I put my pen down and stare at the wall. Yoongi was the first thing i think of. Why? I don't know. I let out a sigh. I miss him badly. He send a few text and missed calls today. I wanna answer it but i don't want to. Even if i didn't reply, he still tell me about his schedules.

Am i that important to him? I'm wearing the hoodie that we exchanged. I've washed it but his strong scent stayed. It makes me miss him more. I pouted. I don't know what to do. And also i don't know what to do if one day, i bumped on him or meet him somewhere.

I grab my phone and look through the photos we took. It just make me miss him more. I whined. I put my phone away. Focus. Project. I take my pen and tried to continue. But i can't. Aish!! Min Yoongi!!!!

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HEYLO! SO SO SO SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE! I was so busy err gawddd! So like finally, Min Yoongi confessed! Dayum! Let's see what happen next aight! Do wait for this Friday for the next chapter!

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19/6/17, 19th June 2017

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