Love Hate || MYG ✔️

Chapter 32

Min's P.O.V

The same night...

Ji Sae made the both of us walk to the balcony, closing the sliding door and the curtain. Before she closes the door she said this, "Don't ever think of coming in until the both of you are okay."

She closes the sliding door along with the curtains. Leaving me and Yoongi alone. Urghhhhh. It was quiet. The night was breezy. A half moon and thousands of shiny stars. The view of Seoul too. It's different from the one that me and Yoongi always go.

I've never been this awkward with Yoongi before. I mean there are but not till this awkward. I walk to the railings, placing my right elbow on it, my hand supporting my chin. I kept quiet, looking at the view. I am so not gonna say anything. Because, why must i?

Even though i miss him badly. Even though i miss his voice.
Even though i miss his smile.
Even though i miss his scent.
Even though i miss his gentle touch. I am not gonna say anything. If he really loves me, he'll have to talk to me and comfort me. Am i still angry over the kiss? Hell yes.

I just can't accept the kiss. I let out a sigh. I felt his presence next to me. His strong scent got stuck in my nose. Oh god. I was looking the other way so i don't see him. Soon, his presence, his scent faded slowly. I heard chair noises and footsteps.

Let him be. I felt a hand, holding onto my wrist softly. He pulled my hand, softly, making me turn. I saw 2 chairs facing each other. He made me sit on one of the chairs. I sat, keeping quiet. He sit on the chair, across me. It was quite close. I look away as he was looking at me.

I felt his fingers on my chin, making me look at him. "Come on. Let's talk." - he said, softly. His voice. My heart races by just hearing him talk. I nodded. We faced each other.

"I missed you. Like crazy." - he started, looking in my eyes. Me too. I missed you, like crazy. I kept quiet.

"I wanna ask. Why are you avoiding me? Ever since that night. Why didn't you answer my calls and not replying to my text? Why?" - he asked.

"Oh is it that Jae Bum guy and thats the reason why you avoid me? Or is it that Hansol guy? Which one?" - he asked, raising his voice a little. I give him a frown.

"Do you really wanna fight more?" - i asked, frowning. I crossed my arms.

"Okay. I'm sorry. I was just worried." - he said, lowering his voice.

"Then what was the reason? You're avoiding me because i said i'm falling in love with you? And you're uncomfortable with it?" - he added.

"I don't care if you don't feel the same way even if it hurts, but please don't avoid me." - he added again. He looked down. He looks sad and it breaks my heart.

"The kiss." - i said.

He look up. "Why? You hate it?" - he asked. I nodded.

"The kiss was the reason why I'm avoiding you." - i said. He raised his eyebrows.

"I don't mind if you're falling in love with me. But the kiss, you made me feel cheap. I don't like it. I know it's just a kiss but you are not my boyfriend. It's as if kissing a stranger." - i continued.

"So it was a stupid move, right?" - he asked.

"Very." - i said.

"Did it made you hate me?" - he asked. I shook my head.

"It just made me mad." - i said.

"I'm not a girl who likes confesses and then, a kiss will seal everything. Confess and mean it." - i added on.

"You're indeed a difficult girl." - he said.

"What about the roses?" - he asked.

"I hate flowers. Never give me flowers. And yes, i threw it away. Buy me chocolates rather than flowers." - i said. He nodded.

"Can i ask you something?" - he asked. I nodded.

"Do you perhaps, feel the same way as i do, to you?" - he asked.

"I won't answer that." - i said.

"Why not?"

"Confess and mean it. Then the decision, i'll see about it." - i said. He grab both of my hands, rubbing the back of my hands with his thumbs. Moving slowly.

He look down. "I'm in love with you. Very mu-"

"Look at me and not my hands." - i cut him. He look up.

"Very much. I know we were friends back then. But i don't know why and even how i end up loving you. More than a friend. I get jealous when you're with other guys." - he said, looking in my eyes.

"I hate it very much. I feel like you're mine and only mine even if we're just friends back then. You're mine, and only mine. No one else." - he added. It was quiet after that. Just staring in each other eyes.

He really look serious. My heart races, beating fast, it can run off anytime, when he was saying those. We stayed that way for minutes. If he ain't asking, i'm just gonna keep quiet.

"I don't know how to ask. But if this is the only way, and if i really want you to be mine, i have to." - he said. I gulped.

"If someone ask if i'm your boyfriend, will you accept it and gladly say yes?" - he asked. Oh god, staph. My heart is weak. I was froze there. I don't know what to say.

He smiled, looking away. "I know you don't feel the same wa-"

"Yes. Gladly." - i cut him. He turned his head, his eyes widened.

"Why?" - he asked.

"I realise, i started falling in love with you too. I always say you're just a friend but i thought to myself, maybe not. Other guys never make me feel like you do. You make me feel different." - i said.

He went from shocked to smiling wide. Very very wide. "It's a yes?" - he asked.

"I mean, like. We were falling in love with each other but we didn't realise it. And also we keep on saying we're friends and denying our feelings." - he said, smiling. He went on talking about it.

I cup his face. He went quiet. "It's a yes, Min Yoongi." - i said.

"So.. so.. so.. so i'm your boyfriend now? And you're my girlfriend?" - he asked, stuttering.

"Don't make me say no." - i said. He smiled. Like wide. Showing his gummy smile. Never seen him this happy. He continued with rubbing the back of my hands with his thumbs.

"It means a lot. Thank you." - he said.

"I love you. Very very much." - he said, smiling. I went crazy inside. I wanna jump but i can't. He said he loves me. I wanna scream. Kyaaaaaa!!!!!!

"I love you too." - i said back to him smiling. I can tell he's feeling the same way as i did inside.

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