n0t a waste 0f space.

I wrote this in chemistry instead of taking notes

I try to write but I can't think

and circles are lines made of sleep

so many things I'm supposed to be

I wish that death didn't inspire me

Soap suds are jewelry for poisonous minds

I can't get clean no matter what I try.

But you are lovely so I'll run and hide

Pretending I'm real to save my pride.

Ceiling fans spin around

And in their air I slowly drown

Cause they could never air me out

Just shift the thoughts I try to take down.

Shut up and listen to my words

Protect yourself cause the truth can hurt.

Sorry, I'll leave now, my mind in the dirt

Wait please come back, see my worth.

You laugh because you're insecure

I go insane cause it's been said before

No one understands I'm fighting a war

Washing my mind from the demons and more.