Deadly Rhymes and Laughing Times VOL I

J for Just Leave Me Alone

I hear the birds; they call your name
No; things will never be the same
Not since the day you went away
Where you thought my life was a game you play

Well nice to meet you player; im the coach
I plan to ruin your life with the simplest approach
Be funny, and kind and also sweet
Let my love sweep you right off your feet

Then I deliver the killing blow
Where I turn this into MY show
Not before long, you'll be on your knees
Begging Oh God help me please

I'm done being the angel of kind
And pretty soon you'll come to find
I've got some hidden horns of a devil
And I'm about to take this to a whole new level

The days flew by while i devised a plan
I try to be as secretive as I can
It took my energy and drained my soul
It consumed my time and took my all

Although i know where this is coming from
I started questioning what I've become
I'm not evil and I'm definitely not THIS
But the fault ain't mine; it's totally his

I slid down the wall, tears filling my eyes
I stare at the sky; the vastness in which it lies
I thought that we were at least close
But clearly that's not the term he chose

It all started out with a simple "Hi"
And ended without as much as a "Bye"
He made me feel special and oh so complete
Then took all that away in less than a heart beat

I see him everyday; a smile on his face
And feel my heart die in its place
I can clearly see he's happy without me
So why can't i move on and just let it be

I took all my planning and shoved it down a drain
And decided to stop for the sake of this pain
I stopped before this became a crime
And decided he isn't even worth my time

Somehow I'll find a way to be happy once more
I don't know what fate has for me in store
I can fully see, I'm no longer blind
I try not to cry as i leave all this behind.....

-The_Outkast