1 is the life she decided to waste
2 are the love words she threw away in a haste3 are the cars she has parked in her alley
4 are the times she cried at the valley5 are the times she tried to run away
6 is for the times they begged her to stayBut 7, is the times she cut her hand again
You see this number reminds her of agony and painIts the number of cuts on her fragile little hand
Its the number of kicks her mother couldn't standIts the number of punches she heard before she cried
Its the last number of doses she took before she diedA troubled little girl from a house of abuse
Where punches and kicks were always put to useHer mother would hear him then make her go hide
She heard her get kicked while she counted and criedOne kick two kicks and finally three
''Who do you think you are talking back at me?''Four punches five punches til he reaches six
He breaks the vase she was working hard to fixLast but not least comes the number seven
And she almost heard her mom go straight to heavenHe walks away and leaves her lying on the floor
She stops counting at 7 and knows there's nothing moreShe comes out And helps her mother sleep
While the whole situation cuts her heart so deepShe goes to her room and locks her windows and door
She sits down and starts crying on the floorShe opens the drawer she swore she'd forget
And takes out the blade as she loses her betSix bloody lines neatly aligned on her arm
She draws one more, she doesn't see the harmWith seven red lines that deemed her unstable
She drew 7 more on the light blue tableSeven white lines of white substances; crushed
The purest and deadliest her hand's ever touchedOne sniff then two then comes three
She feels herself completely care freeFour sniffs then five then comes six
She feels as though her mind and soul clicksThe seventh sniff left her a little dizzy
She begged her eyes to focus but they seemed a little busyThey were focused on a flash of white light
Her brain was shutting down and she couldn't seem to fightShe walked into the light as her life passed by
She saw every time her mother would cryShe saw all the times she would count to seven
She saw her dead body heading to heavenBut most of all she saw the ill treatment and abuse
She heard her mother tell her excuse after excuseShe felt her brain shut down and it all went dark
Her lifeless body lying next to the white markHer hands on the floor as white and red mixed
She was the soul that couldn't be fixedShe was a faint memory like water on juice
The girl that come from the house of abuseThe_Outkast
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Deadly Rhymes and Laughing Times VOL I
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