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I really don't like this poem and idek why...
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Why am I always down?
Starting to feel like I mastered the frown.
I've reached the point of no return
Where all I want is to crash and burn

I want nothing than to belong in the dark
To drown in self pity, to kill my own spark
I don't want anything than to burn and cry
Let my tears flow freely; no need to ask why

I've reached a point where I can't physically stand
Where I'm throwing away all the dreams i planned
I don't want to think, I don't even want to speak
I don't care if by now I'm known as hollow and weak

I've reached this point where I don't even care
Where my tears are dancing to an unanswered prayer
I've reached the point of no return
No I won't believe, no I won't learn

I'm drowning down the drain of emptiness and despair
I can't breathe, but I won't even gasp for air
I can't fly, but I won't let my wings spread
And if that means to die, then so be it; I'm dead

I don't want anything to do with this earth
I want for forget everything since birth
I don't want to interact, I don't want to write
You won't believe that my black world was once white

So I'm here just to say goodbye
I don't want you to see me cry
I don't want you to think of me as weak
Or as the girl who never found the words to speak

Just remember me with a smile on my face
Try to remember me in my happy place
Because if you think of darkness, it'll overcome
So take all my memories, because they're making me numb

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