Deadly Rhymes and Laughing Times VOL I

Trying To Hold On

I accidentally stumbled on this amazing and heartbreaking song when I was reading a story here by EliahGreenwood ❤️❤️❤️❤️ you should definitely check it out❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Song: Held On by EliahGreenwood

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I've been holding on for too long
And my arms are weakening; no longer strong
I've been waiting for you to come around
But now you won't find me; I've slipped and drowned

I held out my hand to help you on your feet
But instead I was dragged and lost in an emotional stampede
I've been waiting for you to come back here
But unfortunately you left. Gone away. Disappeared.

I was the one out here searching on my own
Looking at every corner found and known
But when someone doesn't ever want to be found
There's no point in looking and messing around

I waited and waited but you never came back
You vanished, and erased any traceable track
You didn't want to be found or ever located
And these feelings I have are what I never anticipated

I feel lost and frail, wounded and bruised
My heart shattered. Broken. Beaten and abused.
I feel weak, and heavy like I'm losing air
How could this cruel life ever be fair

I cry at night, hoping no one can hear
Every sob turn to daggers, hurting me like those tears
My heart twists and turns in unbearable pain
And I just pray these droplets turn to acid rain

You've gone and I'm asking: what have I done
I'm lost in darkness, devoid of the sun
I lost my warmth and now I'm drowning in cold
Doubting every single promise you ever told

I lie in my bed and just dream of the blinding dark
How you banished me from your life like a tyrant monarch
How do I get out of this freezing black hole?
How do I return the liveliness you stole

Can someone please help me escape
Help me clean these bruises and scrapes
Help believe that I'm worth the love
From anyone, to anyone, to the skies above.

Please don't let me believe that I'm not worth a dime
That I'm a nobody, a stranger, who isn't worth your time
Just fix back my heart and tape it with glue,
Because my heart cannot beat if it doesn't sense you

I've held on, waiting, but now I'm letting go
Maybe there's something that you should know
The love we once had, is buried down deep
I hope that this will at least help you sleep