Unraveling Witch

Recovery

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I gasped waking up. I was in a sleeping kimono in my bed. I looked down at myself. On my arms and legs were the hand prints of the dead burned into my skin. I got up and rushed to my mirror. I was clean but I looked worse than a beaten wife with a shameless husband. I walked backwards and sat on my bed. That wasn't what I was expecting. That spear better have some wonderful importance to me.

"Oh, you have finally awoken. It's been a week since you were brought here bloodied. Are you feeling well? Do you need something?" Koishe quickly came in and sat beside me.

"Food, water and....a shoulder to lean on. In the opposite order of which I said it in." I mumbled out feeling weary.

"Come now dear, lay your head on me and be comforted." Koishe cooed taking up her natural motherly instincts towards me. She gently guided my head between her breast and cradled me. I took a shaky breath and hugged her middle. "What happened to you little cub?" She asked. It was so easy to forget how much older than me she was. Even in her own right as a demon she was older.

"I did a trial in the other side that rocked me to my core. I did it all for that stupid spear under the advice of a stupid time witch! All my sins, fears, my very soul stretched out and dissected before my eyes. Oh Koishe, I am weak. Things look bleak and my soul weeps. Through my past life all I could do was creep and now I wonder why I was labeled freak. Does my very design of being repulse? Or is it their own design that they resent?" I asked voice thick with unshed tears.

"You ask too much of yourself. Sometimes the strong need to stop and cry. Let your tears cleanse you and know nothing is at your fault. You are what you are. You know this and continue forth trying to better yourself and those around you. Pay no heed to those who wish to destroy you for it. You have strong emotions. Burn through this conflict and resume happy once more. I wish for your happiness. Take sometime to find yourself again little lost cub." She said making me cry. I gripped onto her tighter and sobbed. It ran through to my very soul pouring through my eyes. Then slowly it ebbed away leaving me empty. I lay limp against Koishe. "Not quite there yet....but your closer to good than before. Some food will help. Stay here and I'll go get your breakfast." She said gently pulling me away from her.

"Okay." I whispered laying back down in bed. She left and my head swam. I had to make peace with it though. I am that which I am. I was a witch from the future casted out by the paranoia of those around me. I was mostly good by nature but could be wicked when the mood fits. I choose to be this way, favoring the path lit by a light that had no source. I wanted....I wished and needed to talk to my father once more.

"Here we are, eat up little cub. I want to watch you grow into a mighty bear." Koishe beamed sitting the tray beside me.

"Thank you Koishe, for everything." I said licking up my chop stick.

"You are welcome, I thank you for everything as well. Nothing is ever just take or give. No matter what there is a balance." She said and watched me eat and drink to my hearts content. "Better?" She asked taking the tray.

"Better, but it's not good enough. I think I need to go on another journey." I decided.

"Do what is needed, I'll be here waiting for you as always." She said then left. I got up and changed into a pair of black worn jeans and a read tank top. I brushed my hair and put it up in a pony tail before walking to Sesshomaru's study. Before I entered I got blasted by his emotional state. On the surface he was indifferent as always but below there was a current. A feeling I knew to be confusion, confliction, stress and dare I say pain? What was the root of this pain. I inhaled and focused on the pain. I got a flash of a males face, much like Sesshomaru's but filled with warmth. Then Rin's, Jakens and myself. All had radiated warmth then his face came into view and it was cold.