CHAPTER 58: Debby

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Tyler's POV ~

I know I'm being a tease but it's fun. Just watching Josh get all flustered when he accidentally gasps or moans and someone asks about it.

He was in the bathroom for a while before coming back out to the table. I took my phone out and sent him a picture of me shirtless and biting my lip.

Me: *picture attached*
Love you Josh

Josh: Tyler stopppp

Me: ;)

Josh looked over at me with an angered expression.

Me: don't look at me like that

Josh: then stop sending those pics

Me: I thought you would like them
...
I guess not
:(

Josh: I do like them

Me: then Why are you complaining?

Josh: I told you not to be doing this stuff in front of my family

Me: no
You said not to touch you in front of your family... You said nothing about sending you pictures.
*picture attached.*

Josh's eyes visibly widened as he stared at his phone. It was a picture of me in just my underwear and not to mention I had a boner in it. I smiled to myself and resumed eating.

Josh: your just being mean now

Me: yeah

Josh: :(

Me: <3

Josh: I hate you so much right now

Me: no you don't

Josh: your right I don't

I smirked and decided to take it a step further and send a photo of me completely naked but my hand was covering my dick..... Please don't ask why I have these pictures.. I just.. Do.

Me: *picture attached*
;)

Josh: fuck

Me: language Josh

Josh: I'm hard again

Me: good suffer

Josh: :(

Me: looovvveeee yoooouuuuu

Josh: stop

Me: nope

Josh: I swear Tyler I will show my mom your dirty little pictures

Me: no you won't

Josh: try me baby

Me: your funny
*picture attached*

This last was was of me. Not covered.

"Hey mom look at what Tyler just sent me." Josh said going to stand up to pass his mom his phone. "JOSH NO!"

I quickly stood up, grabbed his phone and ran anyway. I could hear him laughing. I locked myself in the bathroom.

"Tyler open the door." Josh said. "No." I replied. "I want my phone back." he said jiggling the door handle. "I don't care."

I opened his phone and went to his messages to delete the photos. Then I seen he was messaging Debby. I didn't even bother reading them.

I started crying before getting angry. I quickly unlocked the bathroom and threw Josh's phone at him. He picked it up. I ran downstairs and locked the door behind me.

"Tyler!?" he called after me. I could hear him running down the stairs. He tried to open the door but it was locked. "Tyler open the door."

"Leave me alone!" I screamed. "Tyler I'm sorry... I don't know what I did but I'm sorry." he said back still trying to open the door. "No your not. Why the hell were you messaging her?"

"Tyler please." he said. "No. What am I not good enough for you!? Do you hate me too?! Just like everyone else I'm not good enough for anyone am I?!" I screamed crying harder.

"Tyler don't say that please don't say that." he tried opening the door again. "Josh whats going on?" I could hear momma dun ask. "Nothing just go upstairs." he said.

"Tyler hunny Whats wrong?" she asked completely ignoring Josh's request. I opened the door and walked past the both of them. "I'm sleeping on the couch tonight." I stated walking up the stairs.

I spent the night up stairs on the uncomfortable couch, petting Bella. I couldn't sleep though. At around 2 am Josh messaged me.

Josh: Tyler?
I can't sleep
.....
Please come down here
I'm sorry
Tyler I love you and you only
Tyler the messages aren't anything bad I promise you
You can look at them if you want

Me: :(

Josh: don't be sad
I'm really sorry
I told her to fuck off if it helps
I deleted and blocked her as well
Please Tyler
I miss you
I need you
I love you

Me: :(

Josh: ?

Me: I don't know

Josh: I'm confused

Me: so am I!

Josh: about what..
Why are you confused?

Me: cause I can't decide if I want to forgive you or not...

Josh: forgive me
Please

Me: I want to
I want things to be okay between us because I love you Josh
But I don't know if I can

Josh: why not?

Me: cause who's to say you won't do it again?
How can I believe you when you say it won't happen anymore when Its already happened?
How can I trust you?
How am I supposed to be okay with what happened?

Josh: I'm sorry
I'm so stupid
I wish I never did it
I wish I could take it back
I know I can't though
......
Tyler?
Are you still there?

Me: yeah

Josh:... Can I come see you?

Me:.......

Josh: please

Me: no

Josh: why?

Me: cause I think I'll cry again if you do

Josh: do you feel like crying right now?

Me: yes
Cause I can't make up my mind and it's frustrating

Josh: I'm coming up

Me:.....

I leaned my head on my knees. Josh slowly entered the room and walked over to me. I didn't look up at him I just quietly stood up and hugged him, Bella jumped to the ground and walked out of the room. He hugged back and I started crying.

"Shhh its okay." he said. "Why can't things just be alright and stay alright? Why does something always have to happen?" I asked. "Because I don't think Tyler. This is my fault and I know it is."

I sighed and walked out of the living room. Josh followed.

When we got out into the hall I kissed him. "I forgive you just... Don't make me regret it." I said after pulling away. He smiled slightly. "I won't... I promise."

I nodded and we went downstairs and got into bed. I snuggled up as close as I could get to Josh and fell asleep.

A/N ~ I don't have anything exciting to say so love you! Bye❤
~Squish

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