Saudade (Joshler)

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Tyler sat on the ledge of the bridge, his Taco Bell sitting next to him. He kicked his feet back and forth as he let the summer breeze blow against his face. He ran his fingers through his hair, which was in dire need for a haircut.

He took another bite of his taco as he looked at river below him. He looked to his side and watched as cars passed by, once in a while a car passed over the bridge. Tyler liked coming to the bridge, it was peaceful. He liked the sound of the rushing water mixed with the sound of passing cars.

A bird landed on the ledge next to him and Tyler scowled. He waved his hand at it, "shoo. Go away."

The bird hopped closer and Tyler rolled his eyes, "I said shoo."

The bird flew away and Tyler let out a huff. A car pulled up next to him and Tyler turned his head the best he could. The window rolled down, revealing Brendon. He furrowed his eyebrows, "Tyler? What are you doing by yourself?"

Tyler rolled his eyes, "what, are you my dad now? Whats with everyone acting like they need to take care of me?"

Brendon frowned, "Tyler, I'm just looking out for you."

Tyler turned back to the bridge, "I'm just enjoying the view with a bag of Taco Bell. I'm fine."

Tyler scoffed when he heard the slam of a car door. Brendon came up my sat next to him. "Do you come here a lot?"

Tyler kept facing forward, "yes."

He could feel Brendon's eyes scanning him and it made his skin itch. Tyler didn't like people staring at him. It made him feel like they could see right passed his walls.

Brendon turned to face the river, "it really is pretty."

Tyler hummed in agreement. The two sat in silence, he only sound of the wind and the crunching of Tyler's tacos. Brendon looked back to Tyler, "do you need a ride home?"

Tyler shook his head, "I'm good."

Brendon nudged him with his shoulder, "come on, it's not like you've never driven with me before."

Tyler glanced at Brendon, "so how come you suddenly want to become friends with me again."

Brendon frowned, "don't be like that, Tyler. I miss you, why can't I be your friend again?"

Tyler looked at his shoes, "I didn't say that."

Brendon smiled, "then let me drive you home."

Tyler looked at Brendon with a sigh, "your not gonna leave me alone until I let you drive me home."

Brendon grinned, "correct."

Tyler groaned, swinging his legs over the ledge and grabbing his Taco Bell bag, "well then, let's go."

Brendon got off the ledge and followed Tyler back to the car. Tyler got in the passenger seat and crossed his arms. Brendon started the ignition and turned the radio on. Tyler stayed quiet, keeping his gaze on the window.

Brendon glanced at Tyler, "how's Madison?"

Tyler rolled his eyes, "I don't know."

Brendon nodded, "oh."

Tyler looked back out the window and closed his eyes. Tyler dozed off for most of the ride. He startled when he felt Brendon tap his shoulder. Tyler sat up straight and rubbed his eyes, "are we back at my house?"

Brendon nodded, "ya, thanks for letting me drive you." Tyler nodded and opened the door. Brendon smiled, "its was nice seeing you, Tyler"

Tyler gave Brendon a small smile, "you too."

Tyler shut the door and jogged up the drive way. He shut the door behind him and ran up the stairs. He let out a sigh once he reached his bedroom. His phone vibrated and Tyler grabbed his phone out of his pocket.

Olivia: open your window.

Tyler chuckled and went to his window. He slid it open to see Olivia below. She grinned, "hey, loser! Mind if I come up?"

Tyler smiled back, "sure."

Olivia began climbing the tree next to Tyler's window. Tyler leaned further out, hoping to god she didn't fall, "y'know, one day you're gonna fall and it's not gonna be my fault."

Olivia reached the top and Tyler helped her through the window. She stood up straight and let out a huff, "I know, but come on. Gotta take he risks in life."

Tyler shook his head, "O'Brien, your crazy."

Olivia jumped onto Tyler's bed, landing on her back, "oh my god, your bed is so comfy."

Tyler sat next to her, "well I would hope so."

Olivia rolled her eyes, "my dad is being a complete asshole."

Tyler's eyebrows furrowed together, "how come?"

Tyler knew that Olivia had family problems at home. She was only a sophomore, but the two were still good friends. Olivia sat up, letting out an annoyed scoff, "he was going on and on about how I should be like my older sister. Like, who even cares?"

Tyler let out a huff, "your Dad sound like a douche bag."

Olivia grinned, "Tyler, this is why you are amazing. You understand people so well."

Tyler shrugged as if it was nothing, causing Olivia to laugh. Olivia smirked, "hey, Ryn and I are gonna spray paint the school tonight. As a celebration for school starting."

Tyler grinned, "I'm totally in."

Olivia nodded, "ok. We'll just meet you outside your house."

Tyler nodded, "alright."

Olivia stood up, "well, I should get going. I'll see you tonight."

Olivia made her way to the window and Tyler let out a laugh, "Olivia, you know you can take the stairs."

Olivia raised an eyebrow, "uh, and face your mother? No thanks, and your sister hates me."

Tyler rolled his eyes, "my sister hates all of my friends. Except for Ryan and Brendon."

Olivia tilted her head, "who's Brendon."

"Just an old friend of mine. He was Josh's best friend."

Olivia nodded in realization, "oh, I see. You never did tell me what happened to this josh guy. Did he move away?"

Tyler shook his head and smiled sadly, "no, he's in a coma."

Olivia frowned, "oh, I'm sorry, Tyler, that seriously must suck."

Tyler gulped, "its fine, though. It's been almost a year now, it's no big deal."

Olivia gave Tyler a one sided smile, "see you later, loser."

Tyler chuckled, "bye, idiot."

Olivia climbed out of the window and Tyler watched as she climbed down the tree. Tyler shit his window and crawled back on his bed. He let out a sigh and closed his eyes.

Guys help me. I went to the pool today and these two guys kept on flirting with me and I was just like no thanks. Lollll cos truth be told I am FUGLY. Whoops. Lollll. Help me...

But like, my friend, who is my crush, was with me. Lol whoops. And I was just like help me and he said "kick them in the balls." I died laughing lollll.

Ok, hope you enjoyed the chapter. I'm seriously having way too much fun writing this. lol. Ok, bye!! Have a nice day/night!!