Diary Entry - Eundeok Married Life (Baekhera) [COMPLETED]

Tonight's it!

Eun's diary

Tonight's it! Kyungsoo finally set a date for us boys to meet up and it'll be at the inn tonight – the inn I've been going to. Kyungsoo said they all missed me and can't wait to see me! I've bought them gifts – gifts all the way from India, it's this beautiful, blue glass vase that's just extraordinary! I got it from Yixing's merchant line.

Speaking of which, I miss Yixing badly. I know he's a merchant and has to travel a lot, but being away for a year really is too much! He was someone I could really talk to and share my thoughts with...I've been receiving letters from him via his shop in the capital, he seem to have fun traveling about. I just hope he can come back and have a rest, it's not like travelling will make you live longer! If only I could, I would tie him to his bed just to make him sleep! But thanks to him, I'll be able to present my gifts to my friends tonight. Hope they'll like it.

I feel really nervous right now, just a couple of hours before meeting them! I'll need to put on the clothes I've bought for this special occasion – I went shopping yesterday just to find the best outfit there is! It's a relieve Soondeok didn't see me back from shopping or she'll go on and on about how I should stop buying unnecessary things. Her? She doesn't need to know I'll return late tonight, why should I tell her? It's not like I need to report to her all the time. I'll just mention it to mother.

Soondeok's diary

Tonight's it! Sehun Oraboni set a date for us to meet up and it'll be tonight! I told mother that I'll be with my brother and I got her permission. I'm not lying, brother really said he'll come if he could. The prince seems to be in a good mood today, I wonder what made him feel so. It's been a month since he kissed me and finally he could bring himself to look at me in the eyes again. I mean, I've got over it after a few days, how is it that it took him a month to get over it? He even spoke sternly to me one day telling me not to get near him – to always stay well away from him. It's not like I'm not doing that already, but this time he added that I was to stay always three footsteps away from him. The thing is...does he know that he looks handsome even if I don't see him up close?

Anyways, I'll be wearing my best dress today, the one my brother bought me on one of my birthdays that got buried deep in my closet since I've never liked wearing dresses. I just hope I won't get too drunk tonight – it'll be real embarrassing to be drunk in front of my friends. Should I tell the prince that I'll be going out tonight? Will he mind? Oh, I don't know...if I tell him he'll say, 'Why do you think I'll care?' If I don't tell him he'll say, 'Are you disrespecting me as your husband? I thought I told you not to leave without telling me!' Oh, those moments from the temple incidents still gives me goosebumps as I think about it.

Mongryong's been sleeping much lately – maybe because we don't play with it as much as when we first got him. He seems to like his dog house, mother loved it as well saying how it's work of the art so she placed it in our main courtyard for all to see once they enter our residence.