Diary Entry - Eundeok Married Life (Baekhera) [COMPLETED]

Baby Girl

Soondeok's Diary

I'm feeling a bit better now, my body slowly regaining strength, thanks to the prince. He's been with me the entire time, I told him that I knew about his past – he no longer had to pretend when he talks to me, to this I'm grateful. Onni's gone...but she left me a letter. It wasn't a long one, very short – the handwriting wasn't neat as I had remembered it to be, it was shaky...she must've been so weak when she wrote it down...oh, Onni...

Thanks to Onni, I'm now one step closer to finding out why Queen Yoo hates Eun so much...Onni said she's heard rumours from the palace when she lived there – that the Queen hates him because of his birthday – the day he was born, that his birthday holds the key to it all. I must find out what happened on his birthday, I must, I need to know what's happened. I definitely need to sneak into the palace again. Tomorrow...maybe...but it's so hard for me to sneak out now...with Eun sleeping by my side...I'll think of a way, somehow...

Today's Father's birthday, but he's not here...no one is in the mood of celebrating. Mindeok Oraboni's been worried about his wife lately as well, Hyojin Onni's due this month or the next I think. Oraboni's been trying to cheer me up, he and Eun tried to cheer me up by playing with me and all...but in the end I would just tell them I want some time by myself...They understand, I'm so thankful to have them with me in this time of pain.

Eun's diary

Soondeok's feeling better now, I'm glad to see her smile a bit more often today compared with the past 5 days. There's nothing much to do...I'm bored to death, yet it would seem inappropriate for me to play with anything...even complaining about the boredom seems rude. Mindeok hyung has been calling me to his study, he's been thinking about the name for his 4th child which is due soon. He hopes it's a daughter this time, I understand, he's already got 3 sons, it's natural for him to want a girl. I hope it'll be a girl too. I gave several suggestions, baby names, that is. Come to think of it, why did I do that? Those names I suggested were the ones I wanted to name my kids...what if he takes it? Oh well...that is, if I have kids at all. Soondeok said I can kiss her on our 2nd anniversary, which means...we can make babies too – that's what she implied anyway. Will I know what to do? After all...it'll be my first time... Heck! Let's not think about it just now!

Sounds like another storm's hitting us real hard tonight, it's already pouring like mad now, with occasional lightnings which tear through the sky. Mindeok hyung told all the servants and maids to return home today – everyone's been having a hard time this past month, he wanted them to rest today too, given that it's father's birthday as well. For dinner, Mindeok hyung said he'll cook – awesome, isn't it? He actually knows how to cook! He said that he learnt it from his wife – such a good husband, I have much to learn from him. Should I start learning cooking as well? Will Soondeok teach me? Come to think of it, I haven't tried the food Soondeok's prepared before – she used to make really good-looking cookies when we just got married, but I would throw them all away because I hated her back then...once, she saw me throw them out...she stopped making them after that...Oh, sounds like it's dinner time! I'll go tell Soondeok.

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