Diary Entry - Eundeok Married Life (Baekhera) [COMPLETED]

First love

Soondeok's diary

I can finally breathe with ease! Father did it! He did it! He saved us all! The crown prince safely returned and Yo is no more! It's all over now, all's well. I didn't sleep a wink last night – I waited and waited, then finally this morning, our servant came in with the news. I've never been more relieved! Eun can return and we can be together...living free of fear forever! If all goes well, I may be able to find a way to help mother and get her title back, since now the queen has lost her son, her strongest support.

Winter is almost here...I hope we can move back to Eun's place soon – I wouldn't want mother to be too alone there, thinking of us and the king every day. The news of the king's death must've hurt her so. Even though the king threw her away and did her injustice, I could see that mother still loves him very very much. She would write letters to him which she'll never send, she'll make the food he likes which he'll never taste, she would dream of the days she can return to be with him which will never come true. Do I love Eun as much as she loves the king? Do I?

Bogum is back with father, we'll have a feast at our place tonight in celebration to the rise of our new king! Oh, if only Eun was here! He loves going to parties, he would drink alcohol though he's not good at it and he'll be drunk after a few cups. He's the cutest after that, doing things he'll never remember doing. I should've kissed him then when I had the chance, but there were always so many people at the party I've never really got to.