Diary Entry - Eundeok Married Life (Baekhera) [COMPLETED]

Painful sacrifice

Eun's diary

We boys yesterday talked about lots of stuff...I've got to admit...I did start bluffing just to impress them. But everyone does that! What's wrong with me wanting to brag a bit in front of them? Thank goodness Soondeok didn't say anything wrong. I lied about me and Soondeok sleeping together...about how she loves me a lot and I love her a lot. About how good I am on bed, when in fact, to honest...I've never done it. Let's hope they'll forget about it next time we meet. I saw Soondeok dressed up formally this morning, I wonder where she went. How rude of her, not letting me know where she's going again! I ought to scold her for that. Don't tell me, she had gone out to meet one of the boys! Come to think of it, she did dress pretty today...I didn't know she could look so beautiful. If she dares meet them, I'll break their legs for sure! Wait, why...why do I feel angry? Am I overreacting? I must be! She could be just going out and...meeting her family. Yes, that's right, there's nothing to worry about. She called me 'little dove' last night – I was annoyed, of course I was! But I actually smiled after hearing her call me that, it's like when someone actually jokes around with you and both of you laugh at the same thing. I guess we do have one or two things in common. This morning she helped me wash up again – I've been missing that actually, all the days she had gone to the temples, I had to wash my feet, my face all by myself. It sure is nice to have someone do that again for me.

---------- Soondeok in palace ----------

'Ah, Grand General's daughter Park Soondeok. Please, do come here and sit down.'