Diary Entry - Eundeok Married Life (Baekhera) [COMPLETED]

Eun's trauma

Soondeok's diary

I'll be leaving soon, I think Prince So and I will go hunting for 3 days or so. I can't wait! I'm glad I feel good enough for it, I haven't had a single chest pain for a whole week! How wonderful is that? Heaven must've heard my prayer. I feel bad leaving Eun here though...but I doubt he'll be lonely, he's gonna visit Haesoo in the teahouse, I'm sure of it. I hope he can spend more time with his friends as well when I'm away. Mother gave me a new coat for this hunt, I'm so thankful, she's just like my real mother, heaven bless her.

The prince left early this morning, I don't know where he went, but before he left, he told me to have fun, gave me a hug and made me promise I'll return safely. He nagged quite a bit this morning, reminding me to bring such and such, just like my Oraboni used to do. Oh, I think I have to go now.

Eun's diary

Soondeok's gone by the time I returned from the inn, I watched another show there – musicians from the south this time. Why did I leave early though? Was it because I wanted to listen to music at the inn? Or was it because I didn't want to see the sight of Soondeok leaving? The room felt empty without Soondeok...I guess I've gotten used to her following me around. That feeling I had when I travelled to get Soondeok's herbs came back to me all at once. How am I supposed to fall asleep tonight with no one to talk to? Who will I hug tonight before I sleep? I played with Mongryong all day but still...when night time came, I felt lonely. Maybe I should've gone with them...stupid idiot! I should've gone! How could I have let Soondeok gone by herself? Why in the world did I allow it? Now both of them are probably somewhere in the middle of nowhere...chatting, having a nice time...what if hyung does something towards her? What if...darn it! I should've gone! I really should've followed Soondeok, even if it meant riding for hours in this freezing weather! I don't think I'll be able to sleep until she gets back...I'll definitely go next time!

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(Eun goes to find mother in her room)

'Mother.'

'Oh...Eun...Eun ah, what are you doing here?'

'I just wanted to ask if mother cared to come to the park with me.'

'I'd love to, dear...but I can't today. Sorry.'

(Eun looks around and sees there are 2 tea cups on the table)

'Did you have guest? I didn't know.'

'Guest? What guest?'

'Tea cups, there're two here. Where's that guest? I'd like to meet her.'

'Eun ah...please just go for now.'

'Who is it?'

'It's none of your concern.'