Speaking Without a Mouth (Poetry Collection)

I'm Sorry, But No Second Chances

it was great, i'll admit

all the way up till 3 weeks before we split

you and me, we were great

you were someone i could really appreciate

until the end,

whe you'd ignore me and send

my heart in a whirl-wind

and it became a trend

and happened

again

and again

and again

i'll tell you this:

i almost left

but because of all you said,

and the notes of mine you read

i thought we had hope

and i tried my best to cope

then one day,

dare i say,

you rejected me for the first time

and because it had never happened i saw it as a crime

i knew something was different

and i knew you needed to repent

but...

you didnt

then the day i started my summer season

you gave me not nearly one reason

and you were gone faster than falling rain

and i almost couldnt take the pain

and while i was walking, you drove past me without saying a word

you didnt stop to say hello or wait for me at the curb

i cried, i shedded tears that day that i hadnt shed in a long time

and when i saw my first love the same day, he wanted me to be fine

when they stopped to say hi i asked them not to go

because i had already been left that day, and to leave they said "no"

they stayed until i left, just like you said you would

but you didn't keep your promise like you know you should

you said if i needed someone to talk to, i could go to you

you said if i needed someone to cry to, i could go to you

you said if i needed someone, that someone would be you

but come that day...now where are you?

you werent there

you said you only wanted to be friends

and now without you my heart amends

you said you didnt feel the same anymore

that hit me hard all the way to the core

and it made my heart so sore

just to find out you were running from yourself

but you didn't have to run from me...

you could have run to me

and now you realize your mistake

and im sorry, but you are much too late

you called yourself an idiot,

you know its you who did it

but remember this from that song you like:

"We've had one chance to, take back, but over and over again"

you didnt take that chance

"i never wanted to hear all the things that you told me"

but i did

and it says "your eyes are yet to be clear now"

but they are clear now

and i'm sorry, but no second chances

if i had done that to you, you would say the same

you told me yourself, many times and ways

you're right,

none of this would have happened if you hadnt run

but i there was someone there for me to pick up the pieces

you should have proved yourself the way he did

you should have tried as hard as he did

but now my heart is stolen

there is no pieces to be picked up

every piece of my shattered heart has been sealed

and you still have a part,

you will always be in my heart

but

its not the same size as the piece you had before

you see?

i cant do that,

its a plain fact

and you said you don't know what love is

well if you dont, then you must have been lying

the whole time, just lying

so i guess i didn't know what love was either

but i do now

so i'm sorry, but no second chances

because when i see my love my heart dances

and each day, that love grows and enhances

you said "fake roses never die, and niether will our love"

i still have that rose you gave me, its on the top shelf of my book case

i see it from time to time

fake roses never die, and i still love you

but only friend wise

i couldnt got through that again

not the end, again

you had your chance but now my heart is taken

with an invincible love unshaken

and joyfully it prances

so i'm sorry but no second chances