Speaking Without a Mouth (Poetry Collection)

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should i stop hoping?

or maybe stop trying,

not sure what is the word,

but i should, because i'm so not little anymore.

maybe i shouldnt be so sensitive,

things aren't fair for me,

but since there is a chance that they could be,

should i not try?

i get scared and worried,

frustrated and mad and sad

and never know how to let it out

because i dont even know where i am

but i guess it can be okay to cry

for it is not my downfall,

only a waterfall

those can possess beauty,

and maybe so do i

and if i give up, i may never know

but what should i do?

it's never my way, no matter what

and i cant be walked over for my whole life,

i need to get up and take charge,

but i cant..

i cant tell you what to do

in my mind, you are still older than me

so i have to do what you say

and since i care what you think..

i cant be so mean...

and i cant say threats like

"do this or i will leave"

for the fear that you might just let me go

and it not harm you any..

and that would hurt me the most...