When He's Not Looking

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Description: I had 5 minutes of free time and I’m just sorry.

Warnings: A lot sadder than a story that’s only like 150 words should ever be.

Everyone has always seen it. Everyone watching our videos has always thought, even if just for a second, that, “Wow, Dan can’t stop staring at him.” Or something along those lines. And Phil isn’t ever looking back. And that probably doesn’t break your heart. But I can’t re-watch those videos, I can’t enjoy our laughs and our jokes. I can hardly edit them when I have to. Because we all know he’s not looking. And we all know why. It’s because he doesn’t love me, not like he used to. Not anymore. There was a time you could watch us together, and maybe Phil’s eyes would catch mine and we’d smile because it was our little secret. But you won’t see it anymore. Because Phil’s not looking for me. He’s never looking anymore. And when he’s not looking, I am.

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