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(NO THAT'S ACTUALLY A FUCKTON OF NOTES)
Description: Phil’s text messages to Dan.
Warnings: Death, very VERY brief mention of alcohol, so little I even considered not warning for it. Other than that, just sad.
-[thursday, january 21st]-
Dan: i’m going to the store do you need anything [3:10pm]
Phil: Not really. I would like ice cream, though. [3:12pm]
Dan: phil it is 37 degrees outside are you seriously going to ask me for ice cream [3:12pm]
Phil: What do you think? [3:13pm]
Dan: …. [3:15pm]
Dan: okay cookie dough it is [3:17pm]
Phil: Thanks, you’re the best. [3:17pm]
Phil: Dan? [4:26pm]
Phil: Dan come on [4:32pm]
Phil: Pick up your phone [4:38pm]
Phil: Why aren’t you back yet [6:29pm]
Phil: You left 6 hours ago [9:01pm]
Phil: Answer me [9:34pm]
Phil: ANSWER ME DAN I SWEAR I AM GOING TO SCREAM IF YOU DO NOT ANSWER ME RIGHT NOW [9:19pm]
Phil: I can’t just fucking wait up all night [9:53pm]
Phil: When you show up you’d better have 12 tubs of ice cream, I swear. [10:15pm]
Phil: I’m going to sleep. Goodnight Dan. [11:47pm]
-[friday, january 22nd]-
Phil: Daaaan [9:16am]
Phil: Dan where are yoooouu [9:18am]
Phil: You’re not in the house and there is still no ice cream [9:21am]
Phil: Where have you gotten to [9:23am]
Phil: Oh okay I think I hear you at the door. Hold on one sec. [9:27am]
Phil: … [9:57am]
Phil: Dan [9:57am]
Phil: Dan would you like to explain why the police were here [10:03am]
Phil: And why they were coming to tell me [10:03am]
Phil: That your bus crashed? [10:04am]
Phil: .. [10:07am]
Phil: I miss you already. [10:37am]
-[monday, february 14th]-
Phil: You know Dan [2:34pm]
Phil: I’m turning into you [2:34pm]
Phil: I’m procrastinating so much [2:37pm]
Phil: I still haven’t told anyone where you are [2:37pm]
Phil: What am I supposed to tell them [2:38pm]
Phil: Just make a 30 second video like “oh sorry, but dan is dead. oops it took me a month to tell you guys”? [2:40pm]
Phil: I wear more black too [2:43pm]
Phil: I actually wear more of your clothes than I do mine [2:45pm]
Phil: They all still smell like your cologne [2:46pm]
Phil: Which I am also using, by the way. [2:47pm]
Phil: Gosh that sounds weird [2:48pm]
Phil: I’m pathetic, aren’t I? Texting a dead boy at 3 on Valentine’s Day [2:50pm]
Phil: I guess I don’t know how to say goodbye yet. [2:57pm]
-[wednesday, may 4th]-
Phil: May the fourth be with you! Hahaha you’re a fucking nerd I thought you might appreciate that [2:22am]
Phil: Oh it’s 2 am. Didn’t realize that [2:26am]
Phil: I don’t sleep much anymore really [2:39am]
Phil: I keep dreaming of you when I do [2:41am]
Phil: I really miss you Dan [3:12am]
-[thursday, may 5th]-
Phil: Good morning. [6:53am]
Phil: Night. [11:34pm]
-[friday, may 6th]-
Phil: Good morning Danny boy [7:10am]
Phil: You still owe me ice cream. [4:23pm]
-[sunday, june 11th]-
Phil: Happy 24th birthday [5:34pm]
Phil: Wish you had lived to see it. [6:08pm]
-[sunday, june 17th]-
Phil: I keep forgetting I don’t have a radio show to do tonight [6:29pm]
Phil: Or a video to make [6:34pm]
Phil: I made my last video on March 23rd I think [6:37pm]
Phil: I feel like it would be wrong to go on without you [6:40pm]
Phil: Chris and Peej miss you too [6:45pm]
Phil: But I think I miss you most [6:45pm]
Phil: i’m drunk dabn [11:23pm]
Phil: i’m drukn and i think i love youu [11:23pm]
Phil: come back you need to be alive for mes [11:25pm]
Phil: just wakl through the door nd don’t be dead please [11:26pm]
Phil: i can’t drink andymore ifeel sick [11:34pm]
Phil: come back take the bottle away [11:35pm]
Phil: i love you i lcove you i love you [11:37pm]
Phil: i just want to kiss your stpid face and cuddle you and laugh with you at 3 am and damn it i want you to be alive [11:43pm]
Phil: i hate thnis so much dan [11:45pm]
Phil: i love you [11:47pm]
-[monday, june 18th]-
Phil: I’m sorry about that last night. [10:29am]
Phil: But.. [10:35am]
Phil: I do think I love you. [10:35am]
Phil: …… [10:35am]
Phil: Just come back please. [10:39am]
-[saturday, october 11th]-
Phil: I went on a date today. [9:45pm]
Phil: He wasn’t as pretty as you. [9:47pm]
-[sunday, october 12th]-
Phil: I feel lost without you Dan. [4:27am]
Phil: Just come back. [4:28am]
Dan: We’re sorry, the number you have tried to reach has been disconnected. Please resend text message using a valid 10-digit number. [4:28am]
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