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Is It Okay

Description: What did I do to deserve this, Phil? (i just wrote this in like 5 minutes because i haven’t posted anything recently and it might be a little while before the next real fic sorry)

Warnings: None

I hate everything in this room.

I hate it all, it’s all so much like you.

Everything here reminds me of you, and it’s so quiet here.

I hate everything in this entire apartment.

It all smells like you or feels like you or even looks like you.

What did I do to deserve this, Phil?

I can’t remember your voice anymore. I can only remember your eyes. Is that okay? Is it okay if I don’t want to remember you anymore?

Is it normal that I scream in my sleep?

I can’t touch the side of my bed where you used to sleep, I can’t possibly bring myself to ruin the perfect indent of your body.

What did I do?

Am I just not good enough for you?

Was there someone prettier than me? Where are you now?

Phil? Are you here?

Is it okay if I want to die?

Phil, help me. I can’t do anything, I’ve just been laying here for hours. I can just hear the clock in the corner, I want to break it. It reminds me of how empty this whole room is, how empty I am. Please, come back. Help me help me help me..

Phil?

What color are your eyes again?