Defiance | Book 1 [EXTENDED]

CHAPTER 76

As we loaded the vehicles and packed last minute supplies, the air around us was dead. I could tell, everyone was dreading what lay ahead. I headed over to Max who was filling up a couple bottles with water that we had distilled earlier on. He didn't even look up at me when I came to lean on the wall behind him,

"What are you thinking?" I ask, crossing my arms and looking down to watch him fill the last bottle,

"How dangerous this is"

"Well, I guess we're used to dan-"

"No Alex, this is different, lives are at risk"

"Don't you get it? Our lives would be at risk either way...enough running, this is what we need to do," I said, sounding unsure myself. Was this how we were going into this fight? With doubt? At this point my goal was to go after the ass who made everyone's life a living shit hole.. the rage consumed me. My feelings had to be put aside. Feelings seemed non existent. I was lonely, scared and missed the human touch, all I wanted was to feel love, but what I felt was adrenaline and sexual tension. I couldn't say I was in love, I forgot what that felt like. No I am what I must be, a pawn in this crazy game.

Woah it's been three years since I started.. I abandoned this project and came back to read my hate comments but They don't mean shit because I started writing this when I was 15 and honestly it's not too bad *pat pat*
Anyway I found this unpublished (kinda incomplete) chapter! Enjoy <3
What do you think? Should I finish it?