Coming Out 101

44

Hi everyone, I've been reading a lot about these stories so I wanted to write mine. I'm fifteen years old and Demi-bi. I would totally marry a girl and do her hair and makeup since I'm in a beauty school and I would totally marry a guy and if he has a beard I'll take care of it also his hair. I just want a bond with someone in order to have a relationship with them. I started questioning my sexuality in 9th grade when I usually caught myself fantasizing more over the girls that the guys. A few months I did that until my friend gave me some excuse to not think about it saying we were all a little gay but I realized she just meant with celebrities. So when I talked to an internet friend about it they said that it was completely normal for me to question myself but to do what I felt comfortable with. I started accepting it and later on, I embraced that I was bi. I debated on coming out or not but I accidentally did to most of the ones I've told. The first time was because my friend caught me when we were talking because it slipped out but he smiled and said that him too. Then I sent him a bi flag that was graffitied on the wall and I sent it to another friend. He said, "yeah rock your pride". The last accident was with another friend. She sent a questionnaire and it said what I would do if she kissed me and I said: "oh honey I may be bi but I wouldn't like kissing you since you're like a sister."The last person I've come out to was one of my best friends and she said that she was glad I got it out. With her, nothing changed and I feel happy for it because of it. She doesn't get weirded out when I call her amor (our nickname for each other) or when she calls me it. I'm working on coming out to the others now. I'm not going to come out to my family until I have a way to support myself because my parents are very homophobic even if they say they aren't and my brothers can bully me about it. For now, I have my friend family that loves me and supports me.