Coming Out 101

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So in the 8th grade, I was 13 I think, I started wondering if I was completely straight. Mostly because there was a new guy on the bus and I thought he was cute despite the fact that I was straight. I was having a battle in my head whether it's true or not. Eventually I met some people online who encouraged me to embrace it and myself. So I did, I was bisexual, I kept it to myself though.By the time high school started I was pretty sure I was gay, my friend set me up with this guy like 4 years older than me. He was cute, and he was my first kiss, but he ended up being a dick so that didn't work out.The only people at my school who weren't straight we're super creepy so I kept to myself and didn't talk to them.At the beginning of 10th grade I started talking to a guy who my friend set me up with. (same friend) He was chill and I thought we were gonna go somewhere, but after a few weeks he broke it off.Around the end of 10th grade something changed, I wasn't attracted to only guys, I started to have crushes on girls and I felt weird about it.But the summer of after 10th I started dating the same girl I'm with now, and I love her to the ends of the Earth.I still think guys can be cute. At night when I'm bored and trying to entertain myself (if you catch my drift) I still find myself looking at guys sometimes.