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Hello! Let's just call me Beans!I was in kindergarten when I had my first crush. She wasn't the prettiest or skinniest or smartest I just fell for her through 2nd grade. I had no idea that I was crushing on her until I was leaving the school and I wanted to kiss her. I though I was just a good friend or something because I lived with my at the time somewhat homophobic grandma.I switched schools and I remember I was on a swing set and this other girl was talking about her lesbian aunts and my mind was BLOWN! I didn't know that girls and girls could marry i was a small dumb child.I told my neighbor In 3rd grade that I loved girls and she just thought I was joking so laughed at me, my poor youngling feels. In middle school in about 4th/5th grade I started crushing on a best friend, snapped out of it and thought I was bisexual. I'm not but I thought that since I didn't look like a lesbian I wasn't butch or anything (I'm femme) I couldn't possibly be a lesbian.TURNS OUT I DEFIANTLY LIKE GIRLS FIGHT ME!But more seriously you don't have to be the stereotype of your sexuality. Like not all gay men know everything about fashion but if you do hit me up I've always wanted to have a lesbian gay talk show.*Blows kiss* CYA!

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