Coming Out 101

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So this is going to be a long story so prepare for it. When I was around 5 years old and I was attending preschool I always found myself getting these butterflies in my stomach towards certain girls and I found it strange but after a couple of years I let it go. Till i got to middle school the same thing occurred and high school even worse. That's when I realized that I was both attracted to girls and guys and I accepted my sexuality. I already had some close friends that were also lgbtq so I came out to them. When I turned 17 and I had my first real girlfriend my mom thought we were just friends until valantines day of 2015,I made a post on what's app with her picture saying happy valentine's day baby. My mom immediately messaged me and said awful things like "take that picture down" " you aren't gay" " I did not raise you that way". All I completely said was that I Knew that I was a homosexual a long time ago and I'm sorry but I can't change and that's my girlfriend in the picture. Of course she was pissed that I did not give a shit about what she said. And up to this day she tells me stuff like " you should not be going to church because God does not accept homosexuality " but I still go to church because I know God still loves me.Fast forward I'm 20 years old now but I don't classify myself as bisexual, I have realized over the years that I don't fall for someone's gender or genitals, I basically find someone's personality attractive meaning I like guys, girls, transgenders, and I also find gay guys attractive aswell, so I think I'm PANSEXUAL,anyway so that's my story.