The Queen of Stars

Chapter 7

Seven months later 

Seven months have passed since my life changed in the corse of 24 hours. Just 24 hours. 

I have more scars on my body in seven months than i have in 16 years of my life. That as it is should be enough to make me leave but i can't. I waiting for him, i'm waiting for my mate to swoop down and save me from the hell hole i now call my home. I know clique, but i guess thats what i get for reading stories so much. Its hard here, but finding my mate gives me hope. 

I slowly peel off my t-shirt wincing because of the amount of pain surged through me at such small movements. Last night I growled at the Beta for 'accidentally' pouring his hot soup over me. Is it so wrong to stand up for yourself when others are determined to bully you. They seem to think its wrong. But i keep doing it over and over and over and over again i start a war that is one against a hundrend, lets just say i'm fighting a loosing battle. 

 I carefully put on some yoga pants, making sure i don't wake Ava in the room next door. She is now officially fifteen, when i told her this she laughed at me and said ' my birthday is just a count for how many days i survive." When i gave her a present she was shocked she told me no gifts, So i went off and brought her a present. It was one moment in this whole month that i actually felt happy, normal even. Shopping for a gift for a friend. Sundays are the days i feel most normal. Most free. It could actually be worse, we could have no free days, we could be dead. 

These are the positive mindsets that i use to fuel my life, my mindset going forward because i'm going to be suck here until i find my mate. So i kind just gotta suck it up. 

I creep out of the house.With every step i take, relief sags down on my shoulders. I had to get to the clearing. 

As i hurry through the woods i think of the alpha. I hadn't met him yet. I can't ask anybody but Ava and i doubt she would have any idea. I wondered what he was like, who his mate was. All these thoughts just seemed to swirl through my head. Who ever his mate is i feel sorry for her. Having s cruel, vile and abusive person like him to cope with. Just the thought of someone who hurts others for their amusement makes me want to puke. People like that don't get far in life, nor do the deserve to live at all. 

I get far enough away from the pack house and i stripe down quickly and shift. 

Adora welcomes the shift eagerly. I haven't been able to shift for weeks and the consent abuse mixed with me not being able to shift meant that i wasn't able to heal quickly. 

Adora goes running off into the woods and i can feel her happiness to finally be free like this radiating out in full blows. She ran for a long time enjoying to crunch of sticks and leaves under her feet and the soft blow of the wind ruffling her sleek silver fur. 

Adora is one of the most beautiful wolves i have personally ever seen, in my non biast opinion. She has a beautiful shiny silver coat with gold and copper specks running throughout. Her snout is a slightly darker sliver making it look almost like the colour of shiny metal. Then her bright silvers eyes that are almost white, they are light and penetrating, when she looks at you it is if she is looking deep down into your soul. 

I shift back taking control. Adora shifts to the back of my mind. I have seemed to create a sort of routine here. One which includes coming to this meadow far far away from everything, in the middle of nowhere. This seemed to be the one time when my wolf is calm, another time her emotions are in full swing or she is just silent. 

I grab the watch the Adora had taken over here with the rest of my clothes. It read 11.58. Crap. 

I quickly pull on my clothes. I stand there my eyes closed. It felt a wave of calmness wash over me, my mother. I smile slightly thinking of my family back at home. No doubt my mother was trying her best to control my emotions so that i don't faint during the transition. 

When my power gets let out, it can be dangerous. Since i have been keeping it in for so long it means that my mind could get overwhelmed with the sudden change. I only really get badly hurt if i my emotions are really strong, like if i was super angry which is really likely.  Considering the pack i live in. 

Then it hits me. It felt as if a layer is being pulled away from me, the first time ever did this it was as painful as hell, but considering i now made it a regular thing i'm more immune to then pain. The small amount of pain slowly subsides and i over my eyes. I look down to see my own hands, my own hair. I sigh with relief. I love these few moments where i'm myself again, its the one time where i'm not forced to be someone i'm not. 

I start singing softly to myself swaying. I slowly let out my power, my dominance. It flowed off me in heavy waves and something inside me lifted, i felt as if i was in less pain, that i was lighter. 

" Sass!" A scream broke me out of my trance. I look up to the other side of the field and Ava was leaning against the tree, fear and confusion clear on mer face, she also looked weak. Her fragile body was slumped over, the tree being her only support. It wasn't too long before she passed out. 

Screaming out Ava's name i rushed to her side. Shit, nobody was suppose to be near me. Oh god. I started to hyperventilate, my head was hurting and tears were stinging my eyes. 

" Ava wake up." I shake her small delicute figure. " Please Ava!" I sobbed. 

In the supernatural world, having a lot of power is desired by many. But its only those who have it that know how dangerous it is, not just for the person but also everyone around them. I was lucky enough to learn how to control my power, but sometimes it just slips through my fingers and someone gets hurt. 

I look down at the young girl, who was still alive. her shaky breaths gave me hope. I waited, holding my breath. Soon her eye lids fluttered open. 

" Who are you?" She whispered. 

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