The Queen of Stars

Chapter 34

I stand in the kitchen shocked.  The beast had just left and my heart still hasn't stopped hammering in my chest. Lucian is still in there, somewhere and he want me. 

My heart skipped a beat, my breath faltering at that thought. I let out a sigh, tears silently slipping down my face. 

That was all i ever wanted, for him to say he was fighting, for him to be fighting. 

But he's still not here, with me where he is meant to be and that makes me want to go around killing everybody in my path. It just not fair.... 

I clasp a hand over my mouth as power sobs come pushing out. All of this shit that has happened to me because of what? Because i turned 16? Because my parents sent me away? Because I was born in the first place? 

What did i ever do to deserve this? Nothing thats what. 

I deserve something ,anything, happiness, love, i deserve Lucian. 

And like hell, i'm gonna let anybody take him away from me. 

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That night, yet again i couldn't sleep, my wolf is constantly hyper blabbering thoughts at me throughout the night. I wish she was a Lycan so that she wasn't so.... talkative. 

Lycans tend to just feel unless they have taken over human form which... well lets just say the amount of time Lucians beast has been able to control him is more than impressive. 

I did manage to get a few hours though and when I woke up, Aunt Gabby was sitting next to my bed stoking my hair. I squeal with excitement and jump up giving her a hug. 

" Hello Stella." She says calmly. " Look at you, more beautiful than ever." 

" Auntie i've missed you so much, how is everybody? The Cousins, Uncle Chase?" I ask, my words were rushed. 

" Their good."  She answers with one of her kind smiles. 

I hesitate. " Mum? Dad? The kids? Have you heard from them..." 

My aunt sighs. " You mother isn't taking your silence towards her very well. She wish she was the one here helping you. You do realise everything that she ever does is for your own good right?" 

I look out the window, out towards the town which was just waking up. More and more figures were appearing as the city slowly started to move. 

"I'm starting to realise that. But she never tells me anything! There is still things she is keeping from me-" 

" and its for a reason Stella. Always remember that. She is trying to keep you safe, its in her nature. One day when you have children you will realise that all a mother ever wants to do is keep her pup out of danger." 

: yea yea i get that, still she could at least of told me about Lucian being in the prophecy. I still don't believe that he was the only reason she kept me away from the world...." 

I look over to see my aunts cheeks blushing her face looking hesitant, eyes darting everywhere as if she was hiding something. 

" What do you know!" now i was curious. There was definitely something else going on. 

" It-It's not my place to tell you." 

" excuses!" I hiss stabbing a finger into her chest. My emotions were flaming, my wolf getting a wiff of danger, a possible threat to my mate. " tell me, right now!" 

" No." 

I growl in frustration. 

" Why is everybody keeping secrets from me. Everybody i know has or is keeping something from me and I hate it!" 

" Is this about Arthur?" My Aunt asks, concerned. 

I snort. What happened with my god father i have tried not too think about. To be honest i never really knew much about my God father, don't get me wrong i still feel betrayed. But compared to my parents, i hardly see my god father and i never really had a chance to learn about who he is, so its understanding there is something i wouldn't know like how him and Lucia were totally a thing,  yea they really couldn't hide that even if they tried. 

But he let me down, big time...

" I don't wanna talking about it." I whisper, crossing my arms. " By the way, how on earth did you find me? Nobody but Lucy knows i sleep here." 

My Aunt scoffs and i look at her confused. What! Its not a ridiculous question! Its perfectly rational, thank you very much. I wonder if my aunt is picking up the 'i'm pissed' signals.

" I know you too well Stella. Your mate broke you and went to go live with that... witch" she turns her nose up in disgust. My mussels seem to relax a little finding comfort in the fact i'm not the only one who wants to rip her apart. " Of course you would try and find comfort in the only thing that would give you that, your mates sent." 

" He's not my mate... that-that monster was my mate-" 

" He was never your mate Stella, when are you gonna get it! Lucian was always yours. It was written by the gods for goodness sake! That man deserves all the hell that you unleashed on him. I know you went through hell but i don't think anybody wishes that you didn't leave for that pack, that you didn't go through any of that horrible stuff. Because you found Lucian. He was never Leah's, your wolf belonged to him from age five, you belonged to each other." 

" Its just so confusing..." 

" like you said, people keep secrets." 

I sigh running my hands through my hair. I draw my knees up to my chest them wrap my arms around them. 

" I want Lucian back-" My voice broke cutting off my sentence. At this point i think i had no more tears left to cry, i just sat there shaking, staring at the wall while my aunt tried to comfort me. 

" He's gonna come back to you Stella, i promise." 

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Hello everybody! 

Again! Its been way to long! 

I really need to start updating more. 

You guys can help, remember to Vote and Comment because it encourages and inspires me to keep writing! I am quiet close to finishing this. I mean come on its chapter 34 can they just be together already! Am i right! 

Im sorry you guys! U had such high hopes for this book but its just ended up dragging on and on and on and its nowhere near where i wanted it to be. 

HOWEVER

I have also been working on a romance novel, i may of expressed this to you guys???? 

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