The Queen of Stars

Chapter 37

He opened his eyes.

And i think my heart may of stopped beating. I sucked in a breath, too happy yet too frightened to move, or make a sound. He was back, my little Lycan. My mind wonders towards the mark that was now on my neck, a forced mark. Not one carved from the love of my mate. 

I dared to reach out my hand and stroke his face. A small caress as he took in his bearings. Slowly he sat up blinking, once, twice. He looked so devastatingly handsome. His rich chocolate brown hair was messy and russelled across his fore head. I leant across and smoothed it back. 

His eyes met mine and he sucked in a breath. " Stella..." He dared to whispered. 

Tears filled my eyes and i couldn't help but sigh in relief. My breaths seemed to get caught in my throat and i chocked out the sobs. I grabbed him and pulled him close to me. Breathing in his sent, he smelt like the woods and peppermint. I squeezed him tight. He seemed to come out of his shocked state and wrapped his arms around me, rocking me softly. I sobbing into his shoulder and he stroked my hair, whispering calming words to me . 

" You have a hell of a lot of explaining to do." I mutter into his shoulder. 

He lets out a small laugh, does he know how serious I am? All the shit that i've been through to get to this moment? Explaining with only be the start. I raise my head to glare at him. His laughing immediately turns into a coughing fit. 

" I'm serious Lucian. You scared me, I thought you were never gonna come back. Then there was the whole thing with my parents, Leah and i just need you. I needed you to give me what i needed. Closure, a fucking mate to love and care for." 

" I'm sorry, but I had no control over it, over him. We had waited for so long for you to appear in our lives and when you finally did he thought I fucked it all up. I never realised what it was liek from your point of view, how you must of felt-" 

" Your right. " He lifted his head, his eyes connecting with mine. I felt searing sparks fly through my body and it took nearly everything for me to not pull him closer and kiss him senseless. " You have no idea what it was like to think that you mate was just a werewolf, to think he was loving and kind and would one day make a great king, but instead was a monster, a devil an Alpha who was every bit as cruel as his pack was. That year i spent in that pack was one of the worst years of my life, I saw things, i lived things that i never want me or anybody to ever experience ever again. You have no idea what it is like to know that moster wasn't your mate but instead the charming... God that you met in the woods when you was five. That your parents had kept him a secret from you your whole life and then roped in your god father and friends into deceiving you and when you finally found out who he was, what he was to you. You were hearing whispers about him marking and mating somebody else. You have no idea what it is like watching the one person who managed to claim your heart whispering, laughing and being intimate with somebody that isn't you. I was angry and devastating at everybody and everything Lucian. I was let down by so many people, but you- you were the one who was suppose to have my back. Who was suppose to fight for me. But instead i end up having to deal with your animal." I cry out.  

" What about me Stella?" he pushes back. " It took me five hundred years to find you. Five hundred. What about the fact that your parents wouldn't let me see you. I fought tooth and nail but they were determined to keep me away from you. They made a deal with me. Once you turn 16 i could come find you, I could talk to you, see you and let you know who you are to me. I knew you had a werewolf mate somewhere else in the world but what i never expected was them letting you go and try and find him, not when I was there. By the time I had come to claim you, you had gone and your parents thought you were dead, thats what you petty alpha mate was claiming and so were they. You have no idea what it was like to hear that i hadn't even gotten to start my life with you and you had already been ripped away from me. I nearly went off right there, let my lycan beast free to kill any body and everybody in my path. But I could still feel you, our bond was still there. Thats why your parents aren't dead, That little flutter of our bond. So i came back here and sulked. I didn't know where is would be looking, what i was suppose to do. I felt lost Stella, with no way back. Sure Leah may have a small crush on my and has asked me if I wanted us to mate over the centuries but she's just a friend-" 

" She's insane Lucian and so obsessed with you its ridiculous. " I cut in, pushing his comforting hands away from me. The air around me suddenly went cold from the lack of contact, i tried not to care. 

" She's not insane!" 

I growl, why on earth is he defending her? Over me! 

" Oh yea! So how would you explain the flirtatious whispers and smiles. Her smirking at me whenever you and her where together. What about the rumours going around that you were going to mark her. You can ask anybody Lucian, even Lucia and she will tell you what an obsessive bitch she is!" 

" You can't do that!" He snarls, fire blazing all around him. " You cant use her against me just because you both hate each other! You can't ask me to choose!" 

" Fine then." I spit and I stand up and storm out of the room letting the door slam shut behind me. 

How could he do this to me? Why would he take her side? Does he not get that bad feeling like to do when i'm around her? That dark horrible gut feeling that makes me want to kill her while she sleeps. Maybe i will and teach her a lesson for messing with whats mine. My wolf snarls in agreement she doesn't like that my mates on another ladies side, and not ours. He's my soul mate, shouldn't he trust me? 

But i guess trust has to go both ways. 

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Hellooooooo to my AMAZINg readers!

Oh my oh my!

I'm sorry its been YEARS since i updated, (actually maybe just a couple of weeks) 

I hope everybody has gone and checked out my new book series a billionaires lover! If you haven't just go onto my profile and under books you should see 'The Billionaires lover' and well yea, just give it a go. I love it and i hope you guys do too. 

But anywhoooo!

Who thinks Lucian made a stupid choice siding with Leah? 

Who else hates Leah? better yet who finds her super suspicious? 

I mean come on thats some crazy ass obsession to have. 

Much love my dearies!

And remember to read the billionaires lover, if you do i will love you FOREVER 

Kisses, 

Semstar