The Queen of Stars

Chapter 32

" Everything is crumbling around me and I don't know how to fix it. Everything is going wrong, no matter what I do everything is going south. Now Lucians Lycan is out.... and i just want to start fixing things. Maybe when everything here is normal I can move on, forgive and forget. I need you to help me please, I cant bear all this pain any longer." 

"My Niece, always the selfless one. You are willing to let go of the one you were proficided to be with in order to make him happy? No matter how much pain you inflect on yourself. I wish i had your courage Stella." 

" Aunt Gabby, thats not true your one of the most confident people i know, you know who you are and thats so much more than i can say for myself. " 

" Confident or cocky? I know who I am Stella, but doesn't mean I didn't wish I was a better version. Ive done bad things Stella." 

" So have I." 

" Ah yes, but you are still young my dear. I am old and some things i have regretted most have haunted me till this day. Its not a good feeling to be haunted Stella. Im proud of who I am but don't make the same mistakes as me. You know I was so cruel to your mother before you were born. You know Chase was in love with her before he met me and to admit I may of had a huge crush on your father. But as soon as we found each other nothing else mattered and even though I regret how me and your Uncle Chase may of ruined your parents chance at happiness. But they never gave up on that love. I hope to the moon that you don't either. " 

"Love" I whisper. My voice was weak from tears and all chocked up. " between me and Lucian there is no love." 

Aunt Gabby laughed. " Oh you silly silly girl. Even I got to see the way he looks at you. If thats not  a look of love then what is?" 

" If he loves me Auntie, then why on earth is he going to mark the Island witch-!" 

" He's going to do what. He's going to mark Leah? " 

"yes-" 

" No, no that can't be right. He cant be marking her, he wouldnt." Suddenly my aunts voice goes frantic. I can hear things smashing around her and the scurry of her feet across the floor. " I'm coming. Just stay far away from her and keep her far away from the prince." 

Then the line went dead. 

the phone fell from my fingertips, the floor welcoming it. 

I couldn't help but feel so light after spilling all of that information to my Aunt. But at the same time i felt even more confused. 

Why was my aunt so worried about  Leah? She couldn't be dangerous could she?  I mean she follows Lucian around like a bloody shadow, but thats the only thing i've ever seen her do. Its not like she puts her powers to much use. 

Sighing I get up. I need to go for a run. Or a swim.... yes. I mentally applaude myself for the amazing idea. Hopefully there was a beach around here or a pool that somebody could show me.... but who? 

I ran through all my options as i got ready. Seb, i wouldn't actually mind however making Lucian's beast any angrier maybe isn't the best idea. Thats how my minds drifted to Lucian, well his beast. A light shiver ran down my spine as Lucians image floods my mind. A deep dark feeling inside me sparks. Making me feel powerful and so not human at the same time. That hasn't happened before. 

Taking deep breath i head to go find some togs. Lucian would be the best option at the moment. I am suppose to be keeping him far away from Leah. 

I quickly grab my things and head to the door. 

If i'm gonna do this, i'm gonna make the most of it. 

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I wondered outside into the garden and started walking among the roses, the white gems seemed a lot more darker than light. How on earth am i suppose to find him? I mean i've never gone looking for him before. He's just always been there. 

Adora-  He will come to you. Just reach out through your bond

Tucking my long blond hair behind my ear i take a deep breath. I hadn't really ever thought about our bond before. The fact that there is something that connects us. It kinda just makes it all the more real, all the more scary. 

Adora- Reach for it, think about it, think about him. 

I close my eyes and imagine our bond. Like a white ribbon swirling through the air wrapped around our hearts. We were connected, there was no denying it. Not with this vibrant image behind my eye lids. My breath falters as i reach for that ribbon. With such a bright glow around it i expect it to be hot but no. Its soft and warm, comforting. a ripple of pleasure, belonging goes through me. I pull on the ribbon and slowly everything disappears. I felt panic set in, my eyes flung open and i came face to face with a chest. Slowly my eyes travelled up to find Lucians handsome face with those stunning eyes staring back at me. 

" You called?" That husky voice made my wolf pur and want to roll over in submission. Something she hasn't ever done before, she hates being challenged!

"Iwaswonderingifyouwouldmaybeliketoshowmethebeachorpossiblythepool." 

" We have a Kingdom to rule." He snapped. " No time for fun." 

He turns to leave. But i grab his arm. those sharp eyes snap to my hand on his arm and they to my own and i swear, in that moment i swore i saw them flicker back to its original greeny blue. My heart skipped a beat as i stared into my mates eyes. 

I felt as if my heart exploded, but then again it was pounding away in my chest like the beat of a humming birds wings. I felt as if was being blinded but in the most joyous was. I felt like melting into those eyes and savouring this feeling of... well everything. 

But all too quick it was gone. My heart stuttered in my chest. For the whole time i have been hiding behind my anger that i never really gave myself a chance to feel something towards him. Now that i have... by the moon. Its like a drug this feeling. I didn't feel like this when i first laid eyes on him. All that anger and morning must of clouded my judgement. Now that i'm free of all that, he's real and he's mine... well he's suppose to be. 

Then everything came flooding back. Leah. The way he had been treating me. I promised myself no heart break.  

" Stella-"

I shoved at his arm, ignoring the fact he didn't even flinch. 

" Follow me." 

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Suspense much? 

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