My aunts promise right now seemed so empty. Lucians Lycan was only getting stronger and if i was really being honest it was pissing me off. This shouldn't be happening, Lycan beasts shouldn't be able to stay in such a form for so long. Some part of me whispered that soon enough the beast would have to come out. But... nobody wants a Lycan prince to awaken, he will kill anything in his path just to release any anger, get any kind of revenge and he wont stop, for nothing but his mate.
I continue contemplating my situation with Lucian as I walk towards the woods. The more time I spend apart from him the more i want to go back, stupid strong bond. No wonder my parents wanted to keep me away from him. They didn't want me feeling like I was venerable, at mercy of the bond, or its servant. I remember my mother telling me one day that she had met her Soldale, but her step father has gutted him in front of her. Perhaps it was a good thing, if he hadn't killed that Lycan my parents wouldn't be together, Perhaps it was fate.
I jump forward's shifting into my wolf. Adora howls in pleasure. She had wanted to go on a run for weeks now and i knew she felt like she was suffocating. I was glad that I now had the freedom and space to allow her some place to run about without the grey pouty cloud of danger hanging above our heads.
With each passing day, the more time i have to think about this whole prophecy thing. the more my emotions seem to stir. I worried for my siblings, for their mates and the shit they are going to have to suffer. But if fate is anything its correct. My parents are proof as am I. They should be fine. But I couldn't ignore the nag at the back of my head, the part of my brain that wanted to shut them up like my parents did to me and make sure that no harm will come to them. But I couldn't do that to them, even if watching their pain kills me-
There was a rustle in the bush. Adora stops, her head turned sharply to towards the sound. She wasn't giving any indication to me of who it was, anybody would be so fucking stupid to come near me. With Lucian's protecting glare and the fact that my power seemed to fill every inch of this land with fear, a werewolf with more power than the King. No wonder i'm so hated.
Suddenly a pair of golden eyes shone amongst the shadows. I let out a small sigh of relief.
Adora- We are in no danger here. Stop your worrying all shall work out in the end.
Me- how can you be so sure?
Adora- I have faith in the Moon Godess that she shall ensure that all shall be as it should be.
I had no reply to that. In this moment I just urged my wolf to keep exercising and silently sent out a prayer to the moon that all should be alright. I hoped and prayed with all my might, that all would be alright.
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The first thing I saw when I returned to the castle was... my mate. No surprise there. he just always seems to be there. I take in a deep breath, trying to prepare myself with what was to come. But really I should know that with Lucians beast, i cant prepare myself for anything.
" Mate." He said. Nodding his head to me. I nod mine back, an acknowledgement, an improvement. " You are to have dinner with me, tonight. 9pm sharp. If you don't come I will be forced to drag you to the dining room myself."
" and are you going to be joining me, or Lucian?" I challenged. A set back, I wasn't thinking and he's not going to like that. However he just grins at me. Like a Fox grins at a cope of chickens before he shreds they all to pieces.
Then he just turns and walks away. I didn't quite know how to respond to that. So I just turn and followed suit. However it didn't stop me from picturing the fox tearing apart the chickens bit by bit, piece by piece and hoping that the beast at least had some courteous not to do the same.
I arrived in the dining room at 9pm on the spot. Way too nervous to try and make a statement. I wore a white dress, the top half of it was lacy and hung off my shoulders clenching a=in all the places that would suggest that i wanted to be marked and mated tonight. The bottom half was short and soft white material that hung loosely down my sides. My honey golden hair was half up and half down. Its probably no surprise that my aunt helped pick it out of me.
She had been of so much help to me, she helped me get back up on my feet and find a place in my life where i could actually feel stable, happy. I wasn't crying as much anymore and I seemed to be able to deal with things a lot easier. I couldn't thank her enough, i know one day she will be able to help my siblings get though their... dramas. Especially Zoe.
As I walk in the doors I notice that the setting had changed. Instead of the huge dinging table. There was a small table for two in the huge room. There was a candle and white table cloth over it. Fairy lights were strung around the room and turned on, only some had broken and others had fallen from their places.
I see the beast seated at the table and i know i really shouldn't make any sort of comment about how much of a wreck this looks, but hey- at last he tried, right?
The dinner was okay enough. Maggie made some delicious food, but then again everything she makes is delicious.
I didn't really have the energy to talk to the beast. I mean sure he was my mate. But I wanted Lucian, I wanted answers and right now the beast refused to cooperate or to even listen to what I want. That is not a relationship I will ever put up with.
A passing thought crossed my mind. I could just leave. In the middle of the night. Nobody would know. I could get on with my life and not have all this... But i knew that by leaving I would be asking for my mate to destroy entire villages just to try and find me again. And as a person it made me feel guilty. As a princess it made me feel like i would be letting down my people, like i'm a disappointment to them and that... is the worst thing in the entire world.
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