The Queen of Stars

Chapter 25

With all my might i pushed on his body and he stumbled back from the sudden impact . He looked at me a look of pure longing and shock on his face. 

" No." I said. 

I heard whispers from around the crowd, Lucia gasps loudly from beside me. She reached out to touch my arm but i dodged it, i needed to keep focused. 

" You don't get to treat me like shit and then waltz in here and kiss me like that." I spat at him. My anger was blazing and all my emotions seemed to be heightened. My wolf mumbles what seems like an agreement at the back of my mind. 

" Moi amour? What are you saying? " He whispers. I can feel his greif from here and im making me upset too. I take a deep breath. " I havnt seen you since you were five years old, its when i made the agreement with your parents-" 

" Don't lie to me." I hissed. " I have been living with my God father here for a couple of months now. We have met numerous times and eery single time you lay eyes on me all you seem to do is abuse me. With your silence, your words... or even do you remember that time in the hall? I had been holed up in my room for a while and i went into the kitchen to get some water you sae me and we started to argue then you-" 

" Slapped you." He said quietly. "Your Sass... you were wearing a disguise " 

It was all true. I dont like thinking about it. But that one slap... it felt worse than anything. That pain from where he had slapped me on the cheek seem to vibrate through my whole body making to feel like my bones were breaking and my heart was too along with it. I felt my whole world come crashing down in that one moment and i knew something was wrong. 

" Sass, It stands from Stella Aroha Silver... You know i actually found my werewolf mate." He lets out a low growl and i return it with one of my own." He owned a pack that would put me into constant pain. When I saw him i instantly rejected him, now i know it was because my heart already belonged to another..." My voice trails off for a moment as my throat get clogged with tears. The room is so quiet you could almost hear the anger build up inside begging to be spilt out. " But your worse. Your worse than him because i never believed that you were capable of hurting me physically and you did and that is more unforgivable than everything that he ever did to me. "

" Stella please if i had known-!" 

" What? Everything would of been different? How cliche Lucien, because no matter what you do or say it doesn't change the fact that you believed that i was still alive, despite everything, EVERYTHING that people told you. Yet i had to listen to you and your sluts continuous flirting and you moved in with her! They all say you are to mated and marked, you had hope that i was alive. i knew that from everybody i talked to. Yet you weren't even committed to us? Or the possibility that there could be an us! How dare you! How dare you..." my face softened slightly. " You gave up Lucien." 

"Stella please just understand!- " He begged 

" I HATE you!" I scream. " And i will never EVER forgive you for this." 

I feel hot and sick. My face is sticky with tears and i swear my eyes are swollen. I start backing away from Lucien and his broken state. I gave him once last look of pure anger, well i tried but my emotions seem to be flying in a wind whirl. 

How i feel when i'm around him is nothing to compare to how i felt next to my werewolf mate or when i was wearing my disguise. 

and it hurt to be walking away from him, so so much. But i have to be strong and for that reason i gathered enough courage to walk out of there. 

As soon as i was out of sight i ran, straight to my safe place. the wind was violent tonight, the wind was thrashing around violently, forcing my hair to slap my face and my fingers to go numb. 

The place where Lucy found me, the place where i'm hiding in plain sight. Yesterday i Lucy had done so much to help me. I was forever in her debt. She had helped me choose an outfit, 

the strapless cream coloured top that shimmered and sparkled in the moon light that ended just below my breasts then the light aqua, purple and white puffy skirt that was shorter on the top than the bottom, it was the perfect confronting outfit and it was all thanks to Lucy who using her charm got the dressmakers to make it for me last minute. I had paired it with that beautiful necklace that he had given me all those years ago..

Lucy also filled me in on all i was missing out on. She knows all the gossip, everything that my family had kept from me and that they didn't even know. I shared with her my worries for my siblings and what would happen if my parents found out about the other part of the prophecies. 

I open the door and walk over to the bed flopping down onto it. 

" How did it go?" I heard a small voice. One that i had come quite use to over the past couple of days. 

" Lucy..." I whispered in reply. I opened my mouth trying to say something, to tell her what had just happened, how i felt, anything. But nothing came out, instead something inside me snapped and i started to cry. Every tear that i shed i shed for him and let me tell you. i didn't feel comfortable shedding that many tears. I was suppose to be string but here i found the one thing that made me really and truly vanerable. Him, its always been him. He makes me feel things so strongly. 

Lucy gracefully walks over to my side and pats my shoulder, trying to offer some sort of comfort. 

What he makes me feel is unreal, its so so strong. But i'm angry. Really really angry and that wasn't just going to go away. Im still a person, who has feelings. 

He gave up.... 

and now he's gonna pay. 

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