Shawn Mendes Imagines

I promise

Imagine:

The images flash before my eyes, video after video of our calls and snaps to each other ever since we were together. My mind is racing with thoughts and I begin to cry, missing Shawn so much. Maybe it's a bad idea to leave him- I need him. But living here without him hurts too much, to think that Shawn is seeing girls prettier than me every night on tour. I wipe my tears away and try to write a text with my shaky hands.

To Shawn: I don't know Shawn... I think maybe we need a break.
From Shawn: Y/n, don't say that, listen to me!

I lock my phone and chuck it on the floor, and instantly hear a smash. "Shit," I mutter under my breath. I retrieve it and open my phone. It's working but there's a slice through the protective glass screen, right between Shawn and me, an old picture of us as my lockscreen. Great.

My phone vibrates in my hand. My thumb hovers over the green button, but I decline it. I collapse on my bed and just lie there, staring at the ceiling. My phone vibrates again as Shawn tries to ring me. I ignore it and end up with 8 consecutive missed calls as I count them in turn. On the ninth ring, I pick up my phone.

I stay silent, and so does the other end.

There's sniffling, and then a huge sigh that I swear I can hear Shawn smile in relief. "Y/n? Are you there? Thank god you picked up."

It's my turn to sniff. "And if I didn't?"

"You know I'd keep ringing until you do pick up. Look, don't put the phone down or anything. We need to talk about this seriously."

I let out a dark laugh. "I thought we did? Did I not make it clear enough for you Shawn?"
"Y/n, listen to me-"

My voice increases as I stand up and I walk to my bedroom window. "You listen to me Shawn! Do you have any idea how hard it is for me back here? Yes, I see Aaliyah all the time, and your parents, but it's not the same without you! I saw you for a week in LA but that was ages ago. I'm trying so hard Shawn, so so hard, but I can't keep going like this."

"Babe..."

I start crying again as his voice turns raspy as he fights back his own tears. "No, listen Shawn. It doesn't help either that we haven't talked much recently, and whenever I facetimed you, you'd always be busy..."

I rub my eyes and cover my mouth to stop the sobbing, but it doesn't work.

"Y/n, don't cry. Please. It's not worth it-"

"But you're not here Shawn!" I scream. I notice a black Jeep drive past and my heart jumped a little. Of course it drove past, it's not gonna be Shawn. "And you know what the worst part is Shawn? That I can't let go of you, even if I want to. I love you too much."

The black Jeep returns and parks, but on the other side of the street. I see a figure get out of the car and stare at my house.

"I love you too Y/n," Shawn whispers. "That's why I haven't let go. I haven't given up on us, and I never will. Will you promise to do the same?"

I hang up on Shawn.

I sprint downstairs and open the door. I see him. I see Shawn right there infront of me, walking towards me. I run up to him with tears streaming down my face. I leap into his open arms and wrap my legs around his waist as he spins us around. I press my face into his shoulder and breathe in his scent. When I lift my face there's a damp patch there, but Shawn looks at me too with teary eyes.

"I'm sorry, I got your t-shirt wet," he mumbles.

I laugh gently and press my forehead against his. "I don't care Shawn, I'm just glad you're home."

I close my eyes and kiss him so deeply that I almost fall off him, but he catches me and carries me inside the house bridal style.

"You never answered my question Y/n."

I look at him confused. He smiles down at me and kisses my cheek gently. "I haven't given up on us, and I never will. Will you promise to do the same?"

"Yes Shawn, I promise." And this promise will be the one I can never break.  

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Woww, just for this imagine I had to post the video on Youtube 😂