I can't handle this shit, I can't handle it. Why does it always happen to me, why? I want to be okay but I always find myself back here, in this place. Help me please

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The Darkness in my Mind
Short StoryThere is a little bit of darkness within everyone, a darkness that we are afraid to reveal to the world. But there is comfort in knowing that others suffer from the same darkness. So I am revealing my darkness to the world.
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I can't handle this shit, I can't handle it. Why does it always happen to me, why? I want to be okay but I always find myself back here, in this place. Help me please