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Things left unsaid:

"I feel like an object, the way you treat me makes me feel like an object, when you tell me what I can or cannot do, when you give me permission I feel like I have a leash around my throat, I feel like you are choking me. I feel less than human, you treat me like I am your property, like I am an object and when I fuck up it's like something that you've bought stopped working and you feel mad because it has to work. But I am not an object. I just want to want to live, I just want to actually have control over MY LIFE, I want to feel like a human, like I have some semblance of control, I want to feel like I am enough but you don't realize this but you make me feel like I am not enough, you are getting skinner, you are getting better, it's always as if I haven't reached the bar that you've set. I am never goin I reach that bar. I already feel like shit about myself, I can't handle you making me feel that way as well. Please just let me live."

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