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I feel like my life is not my own, like my body is not my own. I feel like I have no control, sort of like a puppet, being pulled by stings at the will of a cruel puppet master. I don't know how to cut these ties, how to feel as if I can control the outcome, how to be able to make myself happy. I just feel as if I can't. I just can't. I can't anything, I feel empty and alone and lifeless, just being dragged around for the enjoyment and benefit of others. I'm scared of how I'll do it if how I'll break free and take control. 

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