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It swirls inside me

As I breathe in the light and breathe out the darkness

The light that slowly kills me


But it lets me

Breathe

For now


It masks the pain

Numbs me to my bones

Let's me live in the moment


Even though it kills me

Over time


But it lets me

Breathe

For now


Why is it that

To mask the darkness

I have to let

The toxins

In


I have to

let it kill me slowly

So that I don't die now


This dark romance

Everlasting

Can't live without it

But

Can't live with it

It kills me


To be

Here

In this moment

Perpetually

Knowing that the thing keeping me alive

Is destroying me


But it lets me

Breathe

For now 

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