Life is a very weird thing, it loves messing with you, it loves to play joke and just leave you broken and alone. Life is all in the brain, it's the brain that tells you how to live, what to do, who to love and how to love. It just loves to play jokes on you, put you in positions where you don't want to live anymore but the joke is that you can't not live. You endure so much and hurt so much and lose so much and you still live, you live through all the pain. It takes help, friends, vices, therapists, and so much more help to make it through life okay. I don't want to like him, I want to be able to feel love for my friends, I want to be happy and not have this empty feeling inside me, I don't want to feel like everyone hates me because it is so difficult to live a life like that. I want to laugh and live and love, I want to be happy with someone and happy alone, it doesn't seem like too much to ask but it is a lot to give. That's all I need, happiness, because if I have that I don't need vices, I don't need things that make life bearable but kill me anyways.
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The Darkness in my Mind
Short StoryThere is a little bit of darkness within everyone, a darkness that we are afraid to reveal to the world. But there is comfort in knowing that others suffer from the same darkness. So I am revealing my darkness to the world.
