If it was as easy as you make it seem to be don't you think I would have done that ages ago, if it was as easy as eating better or just being happy don't you think I would have done that. You think I like this, do you think I like being empty and miserable? This is more than just feeling down, this is more than just being sad, it is more than just my mood. It's headaches and memory problems, it's difficulty concentrating and not having energy to move, it's not having the will to live and just needed to lay down to deal with the weight of the darkness, it is hating yourself and feeling every piece of misfortune in the world personally, it is feeling guilty for being this way but also feeling like you deserve it, it is needing an out, needing a way to escape, needing to just stop this. This is both everything and nothing at the same time, it is an intense fear of forever of an eternity of this. It's fighting a battle every second of everyday and no one ever knowing it.
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The Darkness in my Mind
NouvellesThere is a little bit of darkness within everyone, a darkness that we are afraid to reveal to the world. But there is comfort in knowing that others suffer from the same darkness. So I am revealing my darkness to the world.
